01.06.12

phew, lama giler baru nak cerita.for the sake of the memory.lama-lama nanti lupa la pulakjadi tabahlah perah otak ingat balik kenangan nak kawen dulu
actually, banyak sangat benda nak cerita.jadi, let talk about it one by one la  kan
kang, sampai tahun depan pun tak siap-siap lagi cerita.hehe..

 so Friday morning 1st June of 2012, wake up earlier. lepas dah solat subuh semua, takdela nak nervous sangat kan.macam biasa.dengan kepala penuh sangat agenda yang tak siap-siap.hoih.stress.nasib ada kakak penyelamat.

awal pagi, bangun and still doing the hantaran. teringat inainya belum pakai lagi.ha hambek.i just want the simple inai, taknak lukis bagai. teringin tapi bila pikir, rasa serabut pulak nanti.better pakai yang simple saja. i get help from my sister. she do the henna part. but what matter most, tersalah beli inai yang hitam tu!!!ha tatau dah nak cakap apa perasaan.hahhhaha..pakai sekejap tapi hitamnya macam pakai tato.cepat-cepat basuh tangan and try tips yang mak bagi.guna sabun la, guna asam jawa la. nasib la pakai sekejap ja,kalau lama lagi, mau pengsan agaknya. at last, okey la sikit.jadi macam pekat darah gitu.pasrah dah time ni.huhu..nangis dalam hati!

after Jumaat prayer, my dad said that tok imam nak akad nikah lepas asar. i was a bit shock la sebab memang tak bersedia. and the venue also wasn't decide wether nikah di masjid or rumah. because, ada yang komplain, kalau ajk masjid je, boleh akad kat rumah.other kena dekat masjid. so to be fair and square, kena akad di masjid. i was prepared before this eventhough nak sangat-sangat nikah di rumah.entah la,feeling dia lain sikit kot.

menangis jugak la kan sebab my dad cakap, takpa la takde photog pun, makeup sendiri bagai.meraung okey!sedih ya amat la kan sebab my dad fikir, kena hormat tok imam. yerla.dia yang nak tolong nanti kan.tok imam tak sihat and ada kuliah malam tu.kalau nak tunggu jugak, takut terlambat nanti. i was frustated la kan sebab dah set awalnya malam. bila cakap dengan tunang, he just okay. sebab boleh kawen lagi awal.pfft!

nangis ngadu-ngadu ngan my sis sampai tanak cakap dengan bapak sendiri.haha..anak manja dengan bapak so when this happen, merajuk la.at last, mak insisted my father to slow talk dengan tok imam.because if tengah hari, kena masak menu lain. we were planning to jamu lauk-pauk.kalau dah petang, mesti guest still kenyang and orang dapur tak siap masak lagi kan. time tu memang kelam kabut call op and mua nak ubah masa kan.dah la op from baling.tak sampai pun lagi.mana tak menggelabah.but Alhamdulillah, after several discussion, my dad said, okey.still boleh teruskan jugak majlis as planned.

bila dah petang, bilik pengantin pun still tak siap lagi. but it was a simple decoration. so no worries.just hang in the curtain and tukar cadar and put some perfume. dah siap la kan.my sis still sibuk lagi siapkan hantaran decoration. she n bil gigih cari benda yang tak cukup and do it in minimal time.at 7pm, taking a bath and siap solat before makeup. my mua arrived at 7 something and afer performing my prayer, terus makeup around 7.30pm. my bestfriend came to visit.im so happy to see them.hee..terus dah lupa semua drama sebelum ni.

dalam nervous tak nerous sangat tu, haha..sempat call fiancee tanya kt mana.dia siap boleh buat lawak apa ntah.macam tak takut je.ceit.and when by 8.30, they all arrive.ha time ni baru nak start nervous semua.my sis dah start panggil suruh pergi depan.fuh..it fels like entering a war.eh tak penah p pun dah boleh rasa.haha.memang memandai jerla kan.

dengar khutbah tu sekejap ja rasa.maybe sebab debar-debar sikit. lagipun, Perlis memang takde banyak sangat soalan killer question. sebabnya, taknak memalukan bakal pengantin.yerla. pengantin nervous.mana nak ingat semua benda asas tu kan.after a while tok imam give advice semua, he then pass to my father. my father did akad for my sister and same as this time.terima kasih bapak.

 

as my father pegang tangan my husband, sebak rasa. sayu pun ada.tapi xde la nangis.haha..pengantin relax.mak and kakak pengantin pulak yang sebak-sebak.actually, time tu rasa macam blur gila. betul ka dah nak kawen.and segala benda la..once he said the akad, i looked at him.muka macam lega gila.hehe..but tak boleh tengok muka bapak sendriri.alahai..nasib boleh kaver ayaq mata.all i can heard is that, my father was sobbing. siap ada yang cakap, takpa la.dah lepas.alhamdulillah.owh memang macam-macam perasaan rupanya time tu. i hug my father.muka senyum tapi dalam hati macam ehh blurnya nya.hoii apasal la pengantin ni kan.memanjang ja tak pecaya dah kahwen dah.

after that, husband minta izin nak solat sunat dulu. we went inside and he did solat sunah. dah la cari sejadah tak jumpa. solat la atas carpet.kesian suami. and then off pergi makan. time nak keluar makan tu, rasa macam pelik.sebab tetiba kena assist suami. dah la pulak tu. dia siap bisik tolong ambik kan air.pelik ok perasaan dia.tenang.nak gelak.tak pecaya.tapiii percya laaaa..the touching part is when my father said, dah habis tanggungjawab dia. sedihnya..anak yang degil ni tetap nak cakap, beluumm lagi. i wanna be anak yang manja lagi.hukhuk.after dinner then we were asked to sarung cincin and gelang. and take picture with both family.penatnya la dah habes kenduri akad nikah.rasa macam esoknya malas dah nak berkenduri bagai.letih.

after all, alhamdulillah. we both at last berjaya jugak. this is not the ending but the beginning of our life. there were so many obstacles, rumours and everything. a lot of stories that we should kept among us. hope that we were still be able to stand side by side through thick or thin. i love you husband!

p/s..tengah dalam mood mencari idea kahwin lagi.another wedding for next year!