The Viva Voce

As I said earlier in the previous post, I had my viva on 27th March. It was a day before my brother's reception. I guess, it need a separate post as this also means something to me. I received a phone called form the office 2 weeks before the date, asking if I could have my viva on 28th March. Oh my, the same exact date. I ask for a day earlier. So they approved.

All this while, I was praying that, my viva will held before my due date. So then, I can do the correction on my confinement days. Yeah right.hehehe...also, it easier for me to travelled to USM as I can leave my baby to my mother. Alhamdulillah, Allah granted my prayer.

After receiving the phone calls, here come the study part.hehehe..haih bukan la study banyak sangat pun. It's too bad attitude. Haiyo.. rasa macam lost track pulak. But alhamdulillah. everything went well. Despite, there were some questions that I blurred, hahahhaha..they agreed to awarded my master, with condition, I completed my correction. They asked if I want 6 months or 9 months considering that I'm pregnant, I choose 9 months. It's a very long due but I hope I can grad this year. So I have to send to the senate before September I guess. Pretty please, can I do the correction faster? oh well. Let's strive hardly.

Thanks to my husband. He took a leave nearly a week, padahal he just got back to JB on Sunday then have to traveled back on Monday night for the sake of giving me motivation and become my driver.tq husband!

Reminiscing the memory doing the research, there were some ups and downs. I realize that, I love research more than I know. I always happy when I get good result or I learn something new. But the worst part, being a researcher, u have to read a lots of journals!!man, it was so hard memorizing everything.hahhahaha...I knew that I wanted to made a career in this field or so. I adore educator and researcher.

Some people do wonder what actually a second degree student doing?okay la. some people might get it but i do get a lot of questions from stranger!can u imagine, someone u barely knew wanted to know everything bout you?entah la.mb because I once become a top student at my primary school (ni bukan riak ni, sekarang dah ramai.it just, during my day) so then, there were so many people asking here and there.

yeah. I know I took a long way just to complete my second degree(actually, it's not that complete yet, still on the way). If I were taking a class, then it were easier to said that, I'll finish in some term or term. But doing a research, we also don't know the time to complete yet. After sending the hardest part, the thesis, then you have to face the viva voce and then do the correction, then you officially grad. see.even I'm complete my task, still it's a long way for me. I know, maybe they were concern towards my career and my life, but, I believe in rezeki Allah yang akan tentukan. Not to worry, kalau berusaha, insyaAllah, He granted you something.

Okay. Now, it's time to complete the correction. Sikit pun tak bukak lagi. Haha..boleh siap ke ni?Im positive I can. Hehe..Takpa la. at least, berazam jugak.hehe

i need a rest puhliss

wahai mata.kenapa la langsung tamau tidoq ni? i got 2 exams tommorow.dh la pg and ptg.damn..kang aku tetidor kang.tak sempat nak kira.oh la mata.. 

saya adalah rindu suami fullstop!!

voucher 1malaysia

 took my voucher from IPS..bejalan jauh gila sebab its the new building in campus.rasa nyesal tak drive till the bangunan..takpe la.exercise, kata living healthy kan?

so terus esoknya, while pergi makan kenduri my dear friend, terus la menyelam pergi shopping.

 eventho we were allowed to spend at bookstore, the feeling is intringious!haha..

serious.lama gila tak beli buku memandangkan terpaksa save all da time. 

Sekali beli, ha sampai 5 buah buku. tu pun ada balance another 50 ringgt,

 i plan to spend with my dear encik tunang.hehe..

what i grabbed;

1. lafazkan kalimah cinta by siti rosmizah

2. cinta kontrak by nurul ain syuhada

3. tuan rumah pembantu rumah by orkid edyliyne

4. what's new pussycat by alexander potter

5. think and make it happen by dr augusto cury

semuanya tak habes tapi semua dh dibuka except no 4.

lantaran terlalu tamak, baca yg ni rasa nak baca yang tu.

baca yang tu terasa nak baca yang ni.haha..

end up, semuanya tak habes lagi. tak pe.baby step.

 no 2 and 3 tu, obviously penulisnya adalah budak2..

so that, ayatnya kurang la nak masuk for someone in the mid 20 like me.

haha..but yang 1st, baru baca sikiiit sangat rasa macam tak sabar nak baca.

 and the last one, hope that it can lift my spirit!

best view

bestnye if buka je pintu, dengar bunyi ombak! 

angin berderu-deru sampai sejuk hingga ke tulang hitam

hari-hari jengah balkoni tgk budak-budak swim..auw..so sexy!haha

nice view from room 604,

Permaisuri Resort, PD

19-22 December 2011

EMSM conference

p/s..i miss him..saturday, please come faster!

mode : sedih

I'm jumping on the road knowing that today, will head to my hometown, meet my parents, spend my time and helping momma tidy up the house. Sadly, as I was about to turn to PLUS highway, I received sms from my sv. She want to meet me tomorrow! Haa??nangis.. 

That time, all I think was, abeslah, sapa nak tlg kemas rumah,sapa nak tolong hantar and beli hantaran, sapa nak tolong siapkan kerja yang tak habes kt rumah, kesian momma excited tunggu anak dia balik, nak fitting baju la, dah janji ngan momma will comeback today nak kongsi banyak cerita..well, my mood was down. And worst things worst, since morning, there is no water in our hostel!

Apparently, as I wake up, I still can take wudu' and did others things.hehe..but then, terus setitik air pun takde! more, I drank nescafe. U know la, u will always visit the loo kn?haha...because I have a lab to conduct today, so takkan nak pergi lab tak mandi?berani kau??haha..lastly, I have to go to nearby shop and bought 5 large mineral water!1st time that I am too desperated! nak mandi tu terfikir alahai, rasa macam berdosa gila mndi pakai air minum. 

So having to make u-turn, spontaneously terus terfikir. How am I gonna survive tonight? I wanna go home!sob sob..but mr darling comfy me. He said, ada hikmahnya. Huhu.. I admit, maybe I just don't wanna faced all the workloads that may seem impossible for me to finish them all. 

But, when I get to my room, terus semangat nak buat kerja. terus bukak balik all the datas and start to analyze. Read all the journals, that seem like kertas pembalut belacan and some like I never touched, herm.. a very good start to finish all the workloads. Semangat nak siapkn thesis, writing, sort all the problems, find the solutions, writing a paper, abstract..haha..well, yes. There's something hidden underneath that we never realize. I just hope that, her mood is okay and didn't get worse. I hope that she stay calm as I report there were soo many things undone and happy as I bring more result for her. Hope that she will be okay! Pray so hard for my success..

p/s..kenapa banyak sangat lalat here? arh..serabut tengok lalat ni tau. kat kafe, banyaaak lalat, dekat bilik n kat mana lagi engkau takde wahai lalat?letih melayan..and air dah ade. yeay..even warna dia sangatlah keruh! macam air tehais, but still okay. ada gak source nak mandi kn.

Move on baby

I'm stuck in my room as I really don't know what happen with myself. I used to be a very hardworking girl, Im strive for success, I used to be an active person. but now, I think that, people around me are moving and Im at the same place. Living as a student where you were not used to the surrounding is so hard to manage. I need a time to adjust everything, from my comfort zone to somewhere I have to be independent. 

However, this is a life lessons. when we were so comfy in our own bed, we never bother to wake up,  to look around and challenge yourself. That thing happen to me right now. It felt that, I really try so hard but I didn't move on. Maybe that Im not putting enough effort for that?

People say, those who always motivated them self will eventually found success. that is so true. I have to read to other stories before I feel so motivated. this morning, I read a blog where she write bout her journey doing Phd. Wow, really inspiring. I mean how she manage herself, how she so discipline, how she try so hard even harder, how she try to do what she can do despite no one to support her. she don't even have her own sweet time, while me, having it too much. Thats make me wonder. Duhh.. Im not putting extra effort.

So I made resolutions to myself (eh eh..tak sampai tahun baru pun lg?haha..well sempena Maal Hijrah, lets change for a better me =) )

• jangan nak tangguh kerja..everytime you have a result, so then do the analysis
• face the problems not running away
• lets find the spirit everyday
• Improve the relationship with the Creator
• be discipline
• focus baby..focus!
• strive for a better life

This is only to apply now!haha..next time, lets make another resolution people! well then, jom semangat nak buat kerja. Mari-mari tengok balik the do list!

Always continue the climb. It is possible for you to do whatever you choose, if you first get to know who you are and are willing to work with a power that is greater than ourselves to do it.

Ella Wheeler Wilcox