Oh my.last post is bout the announcement and its November already. alhamdulillah. I just gave birth to a healthy baby boy on 14/8/14.
Even I experienced the lobour 1 and 4months before, still i can't differentiate between false alarm or the real contraction. Last time, Amna was born 4days before the edd. i kinda expect, it was the same with baby no 2.
Bila dah hujung-hujung pregnancy, i wish that i will give birth earlier. Lagi-lagi, kawan-kawan zaman kecik semuanya dah bersalin. I was all excited (erm, except the pain)to have a baby. Above all, I felt so heavier day by day. The heaviest weight so far. Susahnya nak bangun dari duduk, susahnya nak tunduk, cepat penat and difficult bila nak tidur malam sebab baby tersangatlah aktif.
I've sense that maybe i'll go to the labour on 14/8/14. Sebab tarikh cantik, senang nak ingat.hehe.. So as usual, i was wake up in the middle of the night to visit the loo. It was 2 am. Rasa macam sakit sikit, but i thought it was nothing. Rasa macam sakit biasa la agaknya because it came and go for the past 2 weeks. it will go after having some rest. At 4am, again i was wake up. But this time, sakit perut tu tetap sama. tak hilang-hilang. Maybe because i eat like a p*g the day before and takes a lot of time to discard them. It was totally confusing.
So i google, macam mana sakit contraction. sempat lagi. It stated, it was like having a period pain.seriously, i havent had my period for the past 10months. So i got the idea to download contraction calculator. Hehe..it was like 5minutes in the gap. Terus kejutkan husband and told him, i am in pain. He asked weather i want to go to the hospital or not. Time tu teragak-agak. should or should not.well, ingatkan sakit biasa and bila dah siang, it will be okay. But then, bila bangun berjalan pun still sakit. So i said yes. Then he decided to bring amna as we both dont know weather this is the false alarm or not. While he prepared amna's diaper bag, i took shower and prepared myself.
And soon as we both finished, amna was wakes up. At 5.30, we go to the hospital. Meanwhile, the contraction is not a joke. Husband was panicked (he didnt said this but i know. He even forget the way to the hospital and i have to guide him). The road was so terrible that even he drove really slow, i could still feel the bump. Itu dah macam gerakkan naga yang sedang tidor je. I cant control my anger that sometimes im shouting. Well sayang, I cant tolerate that..hahaha
We arrived at jabatan kecemasan HSI during the subuh adzan. Hsi is really strict. If youre not 4cm dilated, they wont accept you. That what make us unsure. After registration, they asked me to go laid at bilik saringan. I was there waiting for a doctor to check while having to tahan sakit.oh my.oh my.
After bout half an hour a dr came for a check. It was 4cm. So the baby will come today. Alhamdulillah. The labour room was fulled. Jadi, i have to waited outside. I was there sambil baca surah-surah yang mana teringat. Nurse came in, pass the pink attire, ambik kasut, bag everything, and suruh berehat. If anything, just told them. Memang dah tak rasa nak tidor pun. The contraction keep stronger.
After an hour, it getting pretty intense. A young dr tengah check another patient kat sebelah tu. She told me kalau rasa nak b*rak, told her. I said yes. Dah lama lepas tu, she heard me mengerang kesakitan. Time tu memang rasa nak nangis. tetiba je teringat, ha time nak nangis ni la dah boleh nak beranakkan amna.eh aku dah nak besalin ke.siap boleh monolog dalaman lagi.haha..
So, she asked her friend friend to check on me. Cute je orangnya, she said, 8cm. Dah boleh tolak dah ni. I was like, what, 8cm. nak tunggu bila ni. huhu..cannot tahan anymore la dr. Then nurse datang, nak tolak masuk labour room. I said, I cannot walk or sit down anymore. Rasa macam anytime je. She said yeah, it's because kepala baby memang dah kat bawah tu aje. She's nice. So paksa kan jugak duduk atas wheelchair. Nasib baik dekat. Haha..then dah sampai bilik no 12, another nurse prepare everything and check again. Katanya, dh fully dilated. Nak besalin pun boleh dah ni.
Why sama je macam amna. Orang suruh besalin, time-time tu la tak rasa. Siap boleh betahan lagi dengan sakit tu. After half and hour, alhamdulillah. Lahirlah our baby, Muhammad Ammar. Oh husband tak sempat masuk sebab dia pegang Amna.
This time, after bersalin je, terus nurse letakkan Ammar on my chest. Last time, they just show Amna and asked the gender. So i thought, bagusla (ke haku je tak ambik tau pasal prosedur ni). The beauty of newborn baby. Licin. Haha. That the first thing bout him. Takut sikit dia jatuh sebab licin ke hapa. Lepas besalin, macam wah penatnya. But then, dia senyap je. Sambung tidor. Adik ni.hahhaha...even suruh nursing pun taknak. After an hour of skin to skin, nurse wanted to wrap him. Menangis budak kecik ni. Bukan calang-calang k, memang kuat gila. Teharu mama because he want only mama. Letak je atas mama, senyap. Siap tidur macam kan sedap sangat. yerla anak.mama banyak isi.
Yes, kelahiran setiap anak sememangnya berbeza. Pertama ka, kedua ka, jalan ceritanya tetap tidak sama. sentiasa special. Nothing like the first born is the special one. No, but first born is every parents first love. But one thing for sure. Kasih sayang tu tak pernah terbahagi. actually, ianya bertambah.