Sunday 16 December 2018

Real bubees review

Rasa macam nak review breastpump real bubees, just because I'm impressed. hahaha.. After nearly 4 years, dah banyak breastpump yang canggih-canggih and murah. Since there were a sale on 11.11, I was just browsing Lazada and encounter a breastpump for 39 something. Since, dah ada medela swing, I was planning to buy double pump. Tapi tanak yang mahal la sebab saja-saja nak beli kan. And I also have collective cup, so just nak cepatkan proses pump. I was so tired because it will take 1 hour just to pump. Dah la mak jenis cukup-cukup susu ja untuk anak. It was a hassle la for me. Rasa macam, hari-hari kat lab tu, kerja pam saja.

Size: The breastpump is small. Controller dia besar lebih kurang macam mouse laptop, just besar sikit ja dari mouse tu. It operate using usb, no replacebla battery. So, senang kalau nak travel. Boleh pakai power bank, or charger phone ja. Usually, I will cucuk dekat laptop and pump.
Cleaning process: Part dia banyak, besar-besar part dia. Haha.. i mean like, kalau medela swing tu, ada 3 part ja kan. Tapi, kalau nak mencuci tu, susah sebab kena pakai brush and banyak sangat celahan. Lama-lama akan ada mould kat celahan dia. So, nak mencuci tu hassle la. Yg real bubees ni, part dia senang tanggal. And pakai span basuh pinggan biasa pun dah ok. Yang ni, paling disukai la. Senang basuh, kurang la hassle dia kan
Sound: Other than that, the sound tu macam acceptable je la. Takde la kuat sangat and takde la senyap sangat. Dengar la kalau tengah pump tu kan.
Yielding: And yielding macam sama ja kalau guna pump biasa. Suction tu, tak la sakit sangat, adjustable. But for now, dah pakai almost sebulan lebih, rasa biasa ja kot. Cumanya, kalau swing tu, suction dia slow and tak la sakit for standart suction dia tu. And taktau la this one for heavy duty or not. But, for 40 ringgit, I guess it worth the money. The downside maybe, I dont know where to get the sparepart. Maybe, beli baru jer la kan. Overall, I guess, will repurchase it later if yang ni dah tak function dah. Best buy ever. Infact since dah ada real bubees ni, berapa kali ja guna swing tu. 

Small crib

Alhamdulillah. Finally, ada jugak rezeki nak beli rumah kecik untuk kami sekeluarga. Since anak pun dah masuk tiga, rasanya elokla kalau ada rumah sendiri kan. Mulanya nak tunggu isteri habis belajar, tapi pikir pulak, sampai bila. And kebetulan, rumah yang baru nak bina tu affordable and dekat area JB juga. So, after nearly 2 years and series of process, finally last August dapat la kunci. Ahamdulillah.

Ok. First dah dapat kunci, mula la sesi melawat rumah and check defect. Sadly, banyak gila defect and well, macam-macam la problem. Kiranya, project ni projek fast track. Memang ada good record la, meaning, if target 2 tahun, memang 2 tahun la dia siap kan. Tapi, sebabkan dia nak kejar dateline dia  tu, kerja pun macam gitu la. Crack banyak, bocor la. Banyak sangat sampaikan kami pun pasrah. Yerla. Our first house. Mungkin setakat ni rezeki kami. Akan datang siapa yang tahu kan. Baikla kita bersyukur and some people, ada yang belum sampai rezeki depa lagi. So, bersyukur jerla.Haha..

Kami memang tak rasa nak buat renovation besar-besaran pun. Just a simple and yang penting-penting saja. Even banyak jugak rasa nak complaint, tapi kami happy sebab waktu booking dulu, we asked for rumah depan taman. Berfikir banyak kali jugak la. Selain daripada nakkan privasi, kalau boleh, tak nak la buka tingkap bilik or lepak balkoni nampak terus jiran depan kan, we also think that, jalan between rumah takde la besar mana. Since keluasan rumah ni pun comel ja, for sure ada jiran yang akan parking depan rumah. Tak jiran, maybe kami sendiri. Agak susah kalau nak keluar masuk, tambah lagi, if family datang. Mana nak parking kan, macam ganggu jiran pulak.

Awal-awal site visit, pusing sana sini, then kami pun terjumpa la rumah no 9. Tapi peliknya, kenapa rumah tu tak mengadap taman tapi mengadap rumah endlot. Tak puas hati suami isteri. Rasa time tu jugak nak gi tanya office. If booking depan taman, we have to add some amount of money, mestila kita mahukan apa yang dah di agree kan. Jalan punya jalan, rupa-rupanyanya, tersalah lorong. Hahahaha..after pusing-pusing, baru jumpa rumah kami yang betul. Alhamdulillah. Kebetulan, lorong rumah kami, rumah penghujung ialah jalan mati. Yeay..kurang la orang lalu lalang kan. Tapi, pastilah meriah bila petang since depan taman. Amna and Ammar la orang paling seronok sekali. Yerla, sebelum ni rumah atas awan, maknya memang tak larat la kalau hari-hari nak teman main kat bawah. Main la dua orang tu dalam rumah yang kecik tu. hehehe...

Cerita pasal rumah, kita continue on next post pulak. Ala, cerita as kenang-kenangan. Bila baca balik, berbunga ja hati rasa. hehe..until next post.

Wednesday 8 August 2018

Aysa Haniya birth story

Since I have free time during my confinement day, let me update the birth story of our 3rd baby. Since Amna dengan Ammar lahir awal dari due date, so I was kind expect the same thing with baby no 3. My due date was 14th June, which is the last day of puasa. So, hari ahad (3/6) I still came to the lab since I have pending work. Semua pun macam dah pelik, why am I still datang lab. Tapi haritu memang dah rasa macam sakit-sakit, in fact, dah rasa sakit-sakit ni since masuk bulan puasa kan. It's like acah-acah manja ja. I do record the contraction time, it was inconsistence so memang bukan betul-betul nak bersalin. Hari ahad tu memang rsa sakit lagi kuat than before. I called my husband, suruh dia bawa beg baju, masukkan a few things yang tak sempat masuk, bawa buku merah and asked him to put inside his car. Tapi sampai ke sudah, dia acah-acah main ja. Hahaha.. so isnin pun still datang lab, sebab hantar both of them to school. Hari isnin tu dah plan nak merayap dengan kawan-kawan esoknya since dah tengah hari, nanti rushing nak balik rumah, jammed orang balik kerja lagi.

So hari selasa, keluarla kitaorang merayap ke BBU nak cari tudung, and I wanted to buy baju raya baru dekat radiusite sebab tersalah beli baju Amna before, terbesar and kt radiusite je yang ada emerald colour for kids. My friends were joking, if it was happened to be that day, memang derang terus hantar g hospital jerla. Hahaha..so dah habis jalan dekat BBU tu, pusing jakel, ariani semua, dapat la beli tudung yang duk berkenan sangat. Balik lab around 3.30 sampai. Semua pun bergilir-gilir solat. So after solat, rasa penat sangat. Sementara tunggu nak solat asar then nak ambik budak2 tu, I was resting on chair. Time tu rsa macam ada discharge yang keluar. I thought it was only discharge la, tapi macam pelik rasa macam banyaknya. Sebabkan dah tak larat, i guess nanti baru nak p ambik wudhuk lain, ganti pantyliner ka apa kan, p la baring dekat tempat kami biasa solat tu. But,the water keep on coming, pegang kain dah basah. Terus bangun and tengok dah meleleh dah. Before, memang tak pernah keluar air ketuban, so macam panik and I did asked rohani if that was air ketuban. dah macam confirm air ketuban, terus call husband bagitau. Sebabkan takdela rasa sakit sangat,dia nak solat dulu.

Like pukul 5 dia sampai depan lab, terus g ambik amna and ammar. I keep on asking him, nak beranak dah ke.haha macam tak percaya and tetiba tak bersedia pulak. Singgah rumah sekejap, ambik baju depa (yes, i forget to pack their attires. ya Allah, macam mana ntah boleh lupa). My husband nak hantar ke hospital dulu then baru nak hantar anak. eh no no, rasanya untuk baby no 3 ni, mesti cepat. Mesti tak sampai pagi esok kan, jangan la buat pasal. dah la bulan puasa. HSI tu dekat je dengan our house like 15 -20 mins, but kalau dengan jammed semua, kang tak pepasal sejam lebih. Dia punya mengelabah, takut wife dia nak beranak sangat. Haha..this time memang bertekad la nak suh dia teman kan, so memang tak la nak lepas dia. hahaha..

Dah setel, we arrive HSI around 6.30. Daftar and terus g tempat saringan tu, there were 2 Chinese and 1 indian Dr, asking few questions. Time tu dia cakap only 3cm and membrane still intact, maybe tadi air ketuban tu tak fully pecah. But they positive yang I will deliver that day, not acah-acah manja semua. So dalam puku 7.30, nurse datang tanya if nak jumpa suami or nak makan.Bulan puasa kan, before tu pun berbuka dengan sebiji kurma and minum air je. Nak singgah bazar beli makanan pun takde mood, rasa nak beranak ja ni. Haha but seriously, kering bibir semua. Memang tawakkal la nak bersalin ni.

 After like 5 minutes camtu, dah rasa dah contraction yang tak boleh tahan tu. Kalini memang dah penah rasa, so tau la dah dekat nak bersalin. Just berdoa jala bukak cepat and tak lama sangat sakit. I told dr rasa macam nak b*rak dah. So they came check, it was 9 cm terus tolak ke labour room (mb 9?) dengan aircond tak pasang lagi. haha..maybe tak ramai sangat kot. So dah siap pasang, dr cakap dah boleh bersalin. Haih being me. time tu memang tak datang la contraction tu. hahaha..so nampak my husband masuk dlm bilik tu. Macam lega la tapi rasa macam tak peduli dah dia tu. haha..dia duduk hujung kepala, pegang sambil usap-usap kepala ja kot. haha tak ingat dah dia cakap apa. i think, dia pun blur sebab first time tengok isteri bersalin. After several push, keluar la Aysa Haniya. Alhamdulillah. the Dr so cute and baik sangat baik sangat-sangat. syukur. Rajin pulak dia sembang dengan patient after that. Tapi part kena jahit tu, ya Allah. rasanya antara ketiga-tiga, ini paling sakit. bahahaha..

Lepas ni, if due date time bulan puasa, tak pe la. maybe boleh ambik ruksah yang Allah bagi. seriously, i was so tired bibir semua kering. dehydrate tenaga pun macam kurang. maybe dah dekat-dekat nak bersalin, kita pun tak berselera sangat nak makan kan. so it's better la kalau dapat makan sikit. and kumpul tenaga. but, kalau ada hari yang boleh puasa, puasa jerla. so sekian la cerita bersalin Aysa.

Updated: After few days lahir, Aysa dapat jaundice la pulak. Paling tinggi berbanding kakak and abang. Nurse visit on the second day, suggest to checkup at KK HSI. Kalau dekat KK HSI, even ramai sangat orang, tapi procedure untuk jaundice ni cepat la. First reading dah 22. Terkejut mak nak. terus Dr warded sebab she was born not even 48 hours lagi, tapi dah tinggi. Siap kena naik ambulance, padahal KK and HSI tu on the same compound. We request untuk drive, tapi Dr suh jugak naik ambulance. Maybe ada parents yang taknak warded then depa tak p situ kot. So, me and husband sedih ja. Duduk dalam ambulance pun, dua-dua diam. Dah la nak raya kan. tetiba anak kena warded. We both macam pasrah la. If anything,kena tahan lama ka apa, we decide sampai dah clear, baru kami balik kluang. Tak kisah la if raya kt jb pun. Jb kluang pun dekat. tak rasa nak raya pun. All we can think is bout Aysa. I really can't look at her when she was warded at NICU. Everytime tinggal anak under that damn UV lamp, it feels so surreal. Kesiannya, she seem so small to be left there. The Dr explains that, if bacaan tak turun, maybe she had to undergo the process blood transfer. Last2, kami sign jugak paper consent tu untuk safety. Alhamdulillah, after 3 days, finally, she can come back home. Dan alhamdulillah jugak, jaundice Aysa ni not prolonged jaundice. It was clear in 3 weeks time.

Tuesday 3 July 2018

Baby number 3

Currently, I'm in my 35th weeks. Rasa macam lamanya pregnant. Sometimes rasa macam tak sabar nak bersalin, sometimes rasa macam eh takut pulak nak masuk labour room kan. Dah 9 bulan mengandung, takkan la tanak keluarkan pulak. Hahaha

This pregnancy macam plan-unplanned. Both I might say. Last year memang tengah gigih g gym semua. If possible i wanted to shed some weight sebab memang plan nak baby 2018 macam tu. Dah dapat yang ketiga, mesti lagi susahhhh nak kurus balik kan. So at least, time pregnant tu, takde la melampau sangat berat naik. Actually, my husband was the one yang memang nak-nak-nak sangat. Haha..dia jugak la yang pujuk since katanya, umur dah meningkat, bila lagi nak tambah anak kan. Well, I'm on the other hand, macam okay jerla. Bila Allah nak bagi, terima jerla kan. But since dekat lab tu, dalam 2 orang tgh pregnant, perasaan nak baby tu meningkat la kan.

Sebelum tau pregnant tu, selalu rasa perut cramp. Perut cramp ni memang automatik time pregnant ja jadi tau. Time tak pregnant tak pernah pulak rasa cramp macam tu. That was the moment yang I was suspecting that I am pregnant. Lepas tu, tetiba rasa nak makan macam-macam, since I was on diet before, so takde la rasa macam betul kot prengnant. Hahahaa..husband siap cakap lagi, bini dia kalau mengidam macam-macam tapi tak pregnant, memang betul la sebebnaqnya bini dia kuat makan.

So I was late around 3-4 days, since I am the type yang memang punctual, so we wait for several days. Tapi, hati rasa nak check sangat. Yerla, kalau pregnant, kita teruskan jaga kan. Kalau tak, I was keen to go back to my gym routine.


Malas nak test guna pregnancy test yang biasa tu, terus beli clear blue sebab boleh tau berapa weeks  pregnant. I buy the test kit from nearby pharmacy then test kat rumah. Sementara nak tunggu husband balik tu, punya la rasa macam nak cakap je ''Sayang, I am pregnant''. Hahaha...sebab dia la yang paling teruja and excited sekali kan. I placed the test kit in the toilet sambil tunggu dia kat bilik. haha..well actually, kitaorg pun memang dah suspect kan, cuma tak confirm. So, dia dah keluar toilet, he was smiling and being him, cakap tahniah. macam yb dah laki aku ni. Bet that, gambar test kit ni pun dia yang beriya ambik tau. Siap dia la orang first yang duk heboh dekat his mom. 

First 3 months, macam biasa la, tak lalu makan, muntah-muntah and my weight drop. Ewah, time tak pregnant susah pulak nak turun berat. And tak suka langsung minum caffein sampaikan taktau dah nak minum air apa. AIr masak ja.maybe sebab tu kot senang turun berat. And syukur, sepanjang pregnancy ni, berat pun takde la naik mendadak and takde komplikasi. Test air gula pun semua okay.
Since my health semua okay, I was having cramp around my tummy literaly like, every night. Tanya Dr semua cakap, since nothing irregular, xde darah or anything, baby pun macam biasa, so I guess okay la kot. Maybe jarang kena cramp kaki, dia jadi macam cramp perut. And this baby, suka sangat mengeras.Ya Allah, nurse pun tegur, perut keras je. Hai la baby, buat apa la dalam tu kan.

Sunday 6 May 2018

Ammar first school in 2018

Setahun sekali masuk blog, siap lupa nama blog. Haha..takpe la. Memang tulis blog sebab syok sendiri. Lepas tu baca balik, rasa macam best jugak ada blog ni. As a reminder for me. Yerla, usia dah meningkat ni, semua memory pun mana larat nak simpan secara details kan. Anyway, dah 2018 and this year, we will have another addition to the family. InsyaAllah. 

 I am in my 34weeks. My due date will be on 14th June which is maybe on first syawal. But lately, macam dah rasa sakit sengal-sengal. And I am having cramp starting dari awal- awal pregnant sampai sekarang. So tak dapat la nak differentiate between false alarm or bebetul punya. Hopefully, baby bertahan la at least until 37weeks.



Okey la. Sebab dah lama sangat tak ketuk keyboard ni, so cerita first, maybe cerita pasal anak-anak. Haha.. because, anak-anak ni besarnya sekejap je kan. And sometimes, ada kenangan yang kita maybe akan lupa, so boleh la recall baik.

First things first, my baby hero dah start sekolah. Same with her sister. Since, kakak memang dah biasa dengan sekolah tu, we thought that, ok la. Masukkan je la kat sekolah sama. First day g sekolah, yes he is soooo excited! Bangun awal, memang tak  nangis la, siap semua muka happy. Kakak memang tak payah drama la kan, sebabnya dia memang g sekolah je hari-hari. hahhaa..mamanya bukan cikgu pun nak ikut bercuti kan. So, first day of 2018 tu macam takde apa la bg kakak.





As usual, datang lambat. Kahkahkah..rasanya, amna and ammar up till this day, memang tak pernah datang awal. wuhuuuu...Me and my husband naik dua kereta la sebab after that, he's going straight to his office while i'm going to the lab. So, abahnya lambat sebab nak buang sampah etc, tak dapat la hantar diaorang sekali. On the registration table, they took their name tag. And then terus teacher bawa masuk kelas. Amna takde apa la kan. See Ammar mula-mula macam happy, lepastu nampak la dia asyik cari mama. Nak keluar kelas la apa la. Hahaha..and mama pulak yang rasa sebak because they grow up really fast! walaupun hari-hari ada je marah-marah anak, tapi time macam ni rasa macam alahai, mana anak mama busyuk-busyuk tu. Hahahaha..


Dah petang, bila ambik ja Ammar, he was crying. Hahaha..and tetiba ja cakap, ammar sayang mama..siap jerit-jerit la happy tengok mama. Second day, third day, okey memang drama habis. Muka sebek, nangis, tanak g sekolah, mama kena dukung. Wow, banyak ok drama ammar. hahhaha..teacher cakap, dia selalu nak cari kakak. tanya kakak ada tak. nasib kakak sebeah kelas je. Ada jugak hari yang dia nak ikut kakak je. Hahahha..tapi, i can see that, ammar ni macam pak lawak sikit kat sekola, Very manja dengan sorang teacher baru, teacher husna. since tacher tu  maybe part time ja, manjanya tu terlebih. ikut ja mana teacher husna dia g. hahhhaha..Tapi alhamdulillah, now dah okay. Ada la drama dia malas nak g sekolah, nak stay lama-lama dengan mama. dah biasa dengan sekolah dia. that's why la kot.