01.06.12

phew, lama giler baru nak cerita.for the sake of the memory.lama-lama nanti lupa la pulakjadi tabahlah perah otak ingat balik kenangan nak kawen dulu
actually, banyak sangat benda nak cerita.jadi, let talk about it one by one la  kan
kang, sampai tahun depan pun tak siap-siap lagi cerita.hehe..

 so Friday morning 1st June of 2012, wake up earlier. lepas dah solat subuh semua, takdela nak nervous sangat kan.macam biasa.dengan kepala penuh sangat agenda yang tak siap-siap.hoih.stress.nasib ada kakak penyelamat.

awal pagi, bangun and still doing the hantaran. teringat inainya belum pakai lagi.ha hambek.i just want the simple inai, taknak lukis bagai. teringin tapi bila pikir, rasa serabut pulak nanti.better pakai yang simple saja. i get help from my sister. she do the henna part. but what matter most, tersalah beli inai yang hitam tu!!!ha tatau dah nak cakap apa perasaan.hahhhaha..pakai sekejap tapi hitamnya macam pakai tato.cepat-cepat basuh tangan and try tips yang mak bagi.guna sabun la, guna asam jawa la. nasib la pakai sekejap ja,kalau lama lagi, mau pengsan agaknya. at last, okey la sikit.jadi macam pekat darah gitu.pasrah dah time ni.huhu..nangis dalam hati!

after Jumaat prayer, my dad said that tok imam nak akad nikah lepas asar. i was a bit shock la sebab memang tak bersedia. and the venue also wasn't decide wether nikah di masjid or rumah. because, ada yang komplain, kalau ajk masjid je, boleh akad kat rumah.other kena dekat masjid. so to be fair and square, kena akad di masjid. i was prepared before this eventhough nak sangat-sangat nikah di rumah.entah la,feeling dia lain sikit kot.

menangis jugak la kan sebab my dad cakap, takpa la takde photog pun, makeup sendiri bagai.meraung okey!sedih ya amat la kan sebab my dad fikir, kena hormat tok imam. yerla.dia yang nak tolong nanti kan.tok imam tak sihat and ada kuliah malam tu.kalau nak tunggu jugak, takut terlambat nanti. i was frustated la kan sebab dah set awalnya malam. bila cakap dengan tunang, he just okay. sebab boleh kawen lagi awal.pfft!

nangis ngadu-ngadu ngan my sis sampai tanak cakap dengan bapak sendiri.haha..anak manja dengan bapak so when this happen, merajuk la.at last, mak insisted my father to slow talk dengan tok imam.because if tengah hari, kena masak menu lain. we were planning to jamu lauk-pauk.kalau dah petang, mesti guest still kenyang and orang dapur tak siap masak lagi kan. time tu memang kelam kabut call op and mua nak ubah masa kan.dah la op from baling.tak sampai pun lagi.mana tak menggelabah.but Alhamdulillah, after several discussion, my dad said, okey.still boleh teruskan jugak majlis as planned.

bila dah petang, bilik pengantin pun still tak siap lagi. but it was a simple decoration. so no worries.just hang in the curtain and tukar cadar and put some perfume. dah siap la kan.my sis still sibuk lagi siapkan hantaran decoration. she n bil gigih cari benda yang tak cukup and do it in minimal time.at 7pm, taking a bath and siap solat before makeup. my mua arrived at 7 something and afer performing my prayer, terus makeup around 7.30pm. my bestfriend came to visit.im so happy to see them.hee..terus dah lupa semua drama sebelum ni.

dalam nervous tak nerous sangat tu, haha..sempat call fiancee tanya kt mana.dia siap boleh buat lawak apa ntah.macam tak takut je.ceit.and when by 8.30, they all arrive.ha time ni baru nak start nervous semua.my sis dah start panggil suruh pergi depan.fuh..it fels like entering a war.eh tak penah p pun dah boleh rasa.haha.memang memandai jerla kan.

dengar khutbah tu sekejap ja rasa.maybe sebab debar-debar sikit. lagipun, Perlis memang takde banyak sangat soalan killer question. sebabnya, taknak memalukan bakal pengantin.yerla. pengantin nervous.mana nak ingat semua benda asas tu kan.after a while tok imam give advice semua, he then pass to my father. my father did akad for my sister and same as this time.terima kasih bapak.

 

as my father pegang tangan my husband, sebak rasa. sayu pun ada.tapi xde la nangis.haha..pengantin relax.mak and kakak pengantin pulak yang sebak-sebak.actually, time tu rasa macam blur gila. betul ka dah nak kawen.and segala benda la..once he said the akad, i looked at him.muka macam lega gila.hehe..but tak boleh tengok muka bapak sendriri.alahai..nasib boleh kaver ayaq mata.all i can heard is that, my father was sobbing. siap ada yang cakap, takpa la.dah lepas.alhamdulillah.owh memang macam-macam perasaan rupanya time tu. i hug my father.muka senyum tapi dalam hati macam ehh blurnya nya.hoii apasal la pengantin ni kan.memanjang ja tak pecaya dah kahwen dah.

after that, husband minta izin nak solat sunat dulu. we went inside and he did solat sunah. dah la cari sejadah tak jumpa. solat la atas carpet.kesian suami. and then off pergi makan. time nak keluar makan tu, rasa macam pelik.sebab tetiba kena assist suami. dah la pulak tu. dia siap bisik tolong ambik kan air.pelik ok perasaan dia.tenang.nak gelak.tak pecaya.tapiii percya laaaa..the touching part is when my father said, dah habis tanggungjawab dia. sedihnya..anak yang degil ni tetap nak cakap, beluumm lagi. i wanna be anak yang manja lagi.hukhuk.after dinner then we were asked to sarung cincin and gelang. and take picture with both family.penatnya la dah habes kenduri akad nikah.rasa macam esoknya malas dah nak berkenduri bagai.letih.

after all, alhamdulillah. we both at last berjaya jugak. this is not the ending but the beginning of our life. there were so many obstacles, rumours and everything. a lot of stories that we should kept among us. hope that we were still be able to stand side by side through thick or thin. i love you husband!

p/s..tengah dalam mood mencari idea kahwin lagi.another wedding for next year!

solemnization attire

Rasa dah dekat 6 bulan baru nak up entry pasal wedding.ah..fedulik.nak jugak ada dalam blog sendiri.haha..

1. Baju kurung moden

Proudly made by my mother. Kain fully beaded bought during her visit for umrah. Tengok gambar rasa nak pakai lagik baju ni. Anak tudung from kedai somewhere area Taman Sena, kedai Fitrah kot. selalu panggil kedai Imah saja. price rasanya tak sampai rm20. anak tudung okey sebab terbentuk elok. used tudung 4 segi, my sis wear during her akad nikah.jadi tak membazir.hehe..the most proudly made by the bride, veil. bough 1.5m plain net.this one yang tak terlalu lembut or terlalu keras sebab nak biar dia terbentuk sikit.gunting bentuk D and patch with perca kain baju akad nikah.without adding more beading sebab malas dah.haha..kasut same, recycle kasut my sister.

2.makeup

contact the same person yang makeup during bertunang.but unfortunately, dia ada event.tapi adik dia ganti.herm..bila tengok gambar rasa macam okey. in the beginning, ada sikit kena touch up. but later, rasa okey la kot. because she is willing to travel and most important,perempuan. 

3. hand bouquet

this one memang last minute. didnt know that, kalau nak order bunga yang bermusim, at least kena place order a month before.huhu..melepas peluang nak bunga kegemaran. choose pink disco roses and request letak pearl at the center. tempah kat kangar. area sederet ngan compuland. kalau nak beli bunga murah, boleh beli kat Danok.tapi sapa pulak yang nak p tu. or pagi-pagi from bazar cina. 

tengok gambar rasa macam nak kawin lagi..tapi dengan orang yang sama.haha..

the emotion

entering the second trimester, i can proudly said that, i haven't experienced any emotional break down yet
some of my friends had this feeling when their husband can't fulfill their craving
or simply just by watching drama. i know, every pregnancy treat you in different ways.

im a sensitive person before especially during that 'time'. so i guess the hormone did drive me crazy once in a while. i guess, being pregnant is a bless as my husband said, im more calm and gentle.haha..
even when i'm really mad, i can stay calm, like nothing happen

until recently, i felt a bit different. im more prone to any sensitive issues, like a crybaby. no one said anything. but im the only person who think deeply and felt the negativity running inside my body.
and in the middle of the night, my body is too tired but i can't properly shut my eyes cause of this deep thinking.hasihh..not good!

im quite sure this is because of the pregnancy hormone?isn't?well, let just blame the hormone.owh please. i want my baby to be the happiest baby. im too tired for any drama.

satisfying the craving

since pregnant, i dont have any weird craving. even when mom asked what would i like to have for lunch, i just don't know. cooked whatever.i'll bite them up.haha..

but one time,i am craving in the middle of the night.koteow(not sure of the spell) goreng, only from hostel's cafe.haha..siap tak boleh tidor sebab teringat-ringat.

others, i think i can tahan lagi la.but on ig, it so difficult to tahan and have to telan air liur saja.

but this one, i've been craving for so long.haih.susahnya nak cari.

padahal, kalau tak teringin tu, ada ja jual.senang nak cari.

we both don't know where to get this in JB. if KL banyak tempat kan.

we have tried to ask at Delicious, oh my.dah habes pulak at that time. memang betul-betul tak ada rezeki la

lastly today, the search came to an end!hehe

i was paying for my lunch and a white box with choclate moist cake flyer glued at the front,

i opened and thought im having choc cake today. but came to me,nada. so i just grab the white one thinking that, okey. we have coconut jelly la for today.hee..but i do wonder, what the heck, the jelly cost me bout RM5 ?well.im talking to my husband and give a check.my oh my, to my surprise. it was red velvet cake.hahaha..memang rezeki sungguh.

it was not so damn good but i guess it satisfy my craving.

so lepas ni dah tak mengidam dah.sebab dah dapat rasa.hee..

and now, kuddos to my growing baby bump!

i can't even buttoned my jeans or fitted into my usual shirt

owh.well, maternity pant is not suitable, yet since my belly is not that big.

pakai the usual one, rasa macam nak tersembul perut.

wear maternity, too loose.oh my belly!

engagement of my bestie

i have a lot of stories in my draft.tp tak best la cerita tanpa gambar, jadi i put it in hold 

last saturday, i attend my bestie engagement since primary school.lama gila dah berkawan since standart 1

hehe..the one and only bunga yang still single but not available, since my gang, one by one dah kahwin

tp no harm la kan.lambat atau cepat, semua tu kan Allah yang aturkan. so just go with the flow

if jodoh dah sampai, then sedetik atau sesaat pun cannot be delay

like what my father pernah pesan, Allah dah tetapkan di loh mahfuz semua takdir kita.

eh too much on babbling la pulak. hehe..she wear coral pink for her engagement attire and hire the same person used to do my pelamin before. it was simple but very classy. i love the way he did that.

so nampak la yang he's now improve. takde la nak recycle balik idea lama while my zaman dulu kan. i love his design. lately i think he's improving.like seriously, his idea is became more fresh and superb. ni judging from what he post in fb la kan.hehe..

the fiancee-to-be and the girls sibuk bergosip dalam bilik.tau-tau je, dah habis berbincang.haha..ntah la kuat ke tidak kami sembang ni.hope orang kat luar tu tak dengar la ken??hehe..

finally, the long awaited engagement. happy engagement darling.im so happy for both of you.hope that, you will became husband and wife sooner and tahan menghadapi cubaan.hee..and what matter most, sabar sentiasa.

busy kicking

oh, harini sangat busy kicking mak dia.tekejut-kejut maknya,

i started to feel the movement around my 19 weeks,alhamdulillah

hari rabu on 21/11 to be exact.ha kena ingat date ni sbb first time

pandai dia pilih timing.time tgh merajuk dengan bapaknya malam2.

haha..suddenly, tetiba terasa macam ada benda pulak dlm perut

but i never been assured.this is my first time.so ragu-ragu lagi 

just keep quite and diam je sambil menghayati.haha..terus bebaik dengan bapaknya.

ntah apalagi feel pompuan mengandung ni.ish.ahaha..

so many times i felt the same ways. so im asking my sister

baby kicking tu rasa macam perut bedenyut ka.haha..i dunno how to describe that.something like that.

my husband was once spying his baby and suddenly he was kicking

merasa la dia dengar sekejap.we were in ldm, so it was a precious moment for him

i was hoping that Allah will protect the baby inside and baby mebesar dengan sihat dan sempurna.amin

isteri idaman suami

haritu, sempat la tengok wanita hari ini.last week rasa.
tajuknya ialah, isteri idaman suami, so boleh la layan untuk orang yang baru kawen like us
norman and memey was the invited guest
but,im not too interested in them
one thing that i truly remember, one of the other couple said
jangan tunggu pasangan 'menawan' untuk kita, but we have to 'menawan' pasangan dulu. i seriously adore that couple.wife menarik and soft spoken, suami pulak nampak bercharisma. sesuai sangat.

i love how he express that quote.i tend to wait for my husband to do his part
like, how he has to pujuk me when im getting angry.or he has to do everything i want.well, mengada-ngada memang macam ni.haha..

and here he is. the handsome chef.haha..chef 5 rencah 5 rasa, chef Sherson Lian.
he said that, he prefer to have a partner who do not have the same interest and sometimes sharing the same.well, balance in pro and contra.hehe..and lisda said, dia belajar perangai husband yang berlainan setiap tahun.haha..interesting. can't wait to observe mr husband!
well, let's strive to be a better person!

most precious gift

Alhamdulillah, Allah granted our wish to have a baby. I'm reaching my 20 weeks in few days.so I guess it's the right time to write the experience here

After getting married, we both had talked about the baby
but, never getting into any serious discussion
but I surely know that, my husband wanted the baby most
alhamdulillah. he never give any pressure or blame me or anything.
he just secretly wish that my P is not coming every month.haha..
and for me, I'm always accepted with open arm.If Allah granted our wish, i never thank enough

many married couple do advise that, do not feel the pressure to get pregnant immediately
we tend to get the same question whenever we go anywhere
even one of my friend, who recently having a baby, do ask me privately on fb just after the wedding.she advised me to make the baby ASAP like i don't want a baby.well.i don't know why people do that.
we were really really newlyweds. just give us some time
afterall, it's Allah plan, not us

it was in the mid Ramadhan.i remember one time, after having our Maqrib prayer, i looke at my husband face and secretly dua' that i'm pregnant on that holy month. so that, me,baby and husband can pray tarawikh together.
I started to notice that mr p is coming late.but never bother as some people said that, maybe our body is trying to adjust to the hormone after getting married. before this, my mr P is a very schedule person. i was in Penang at that time.i called my husband and we both just like, being so playful couple.behave like im pregnant and everything.hahaha..

but i do felt that, i tend to feel so tired easily. after subuh, i will sleep like no body business.
even, husband have to wake me up, and im half asleep, send him to the door, and wait impatiently for him to lock the door with eyes halfy shut down, and go straight to the bed.haah. to tired to say goodbye or even smile or wait patiently until he safely go to the office.hehe..

so, after getting late about 4 to 5 days, i know that something is wrong.
i told husband and he didn't want me to take the upt test alone. he really wanted to do that together
so, he bought me one clear blue digital upt tester back in JB.hehe..he did the survey alone. i just ask him to buy upt tester in whatever brand.i don't really care.haha..good job husband!

so the next wednesday, during sahoor, my husband was preparing the meals (im was so tired from the long journey..hee..) i was awake and remember to do the upt test.it's best to have the test in the early morning as our urine is very fresh at that time.eh nervous jugak rupanya.hahaha..
and wow, clear blue is so fasting in deliver the result!

eh terbalik.malas nak rotate.haha

i asked husband and told him that im not pregnant.hehe..just wanted to know what was his reaction.he's calmly said that, it's okay.maybe bukan rezeki. padahal, ada sedikit la rasa sedih kat muka dia.kahkahkah..
i gently ask him to look for himself. hahahaha..eh pregnant?hee..

we both actually, was very blur. we're not jumping on the couch like tom cruise or excitedly hug each other.
we just, calm. and I move to our bedroom and laid down. while thinking, what is the next step.haha..husband come and congratulate.seriously, like I won something.kahkahkah..and we both laugh and hug.that's the best.after that, terus straight pergi makan nasi. eh, macam takde feeling.nope. we just, lost for a words.

actually, im very afraid of anything happen to my pregnancy. i'll pray that Allah will protect us from any harm and my baby will be safe in the womb. it's not an easy job to have a baby. it's rezeki from Allah and Allah know when is the right time to give the most precious gift.Alhamdulillah. now, there are many things to consider. Im in the process of learning, becoming a daughter in law, a wife, and now a mother.
moga Allah mudahkan segalanya.insyaAllah.

akikah Ahmad Thaqif

on 16 nov, we did simple akikah for little Thaqif at my uncle's house

sekalikan dengan majilis berkhatan anak sepupu, hence, majlisnya adalah cukup syarat saja.hehe..

and a day before, baby Thaqif had cukur jambul

menangis-nangis dia.rasanya, maybe dia geli kot

his ayah, wan and paksu did the shaving part

sampai 3 orang sekali.siap terpaksa stop kejap. he did cry loudly

baby Thaqif ni sangattt la baik. he only ek ek je kalau nak susu.

high pitch pun bila time mandi and after bath

kalau malam-malam tidur pun, bunyi sikit je

kena alert.so,when he's crying out loud, menggelabah jugak

siap kakak dia pun nangis sekali.hahaha..

maybe dia ingat orang dera adik dia la kot.kahkahkah..

however, the next day, baby Thaqif meragam la pulak

tanak tidor unless we co-sleeping with him

berpassing la pagi-pagi nak bagi dia tidor.itu pun tak tidur lena.
kesian dia takut nanti bila dah start majilis, lagi susah to get his afternoon nap

the majlis start after solat Jumaat.

we reach earlier and had lunch.makan siap-siap

after solat Jumaat, the crowd arrive

tapi memang tak sempat melayan. we just lepak dalam rumah

and entertain cousin and friends yang lama tak jumpa

baby Thaqif is sleeping sepanjang majlis.sleepy baby.

tapi pantang je letak on matress, he's awake.

padahal tak buat apa pun.

but it feels so damn tired that day.

memang terlentok la.but i have to catch a bus to Kluang that night

naik bas, terus tidor.ngantuk tak ingat dah.alhamdulillah, safely reached Kluang the next day.

sleepyhead

my husband is a sleepyhead. kalau dah tidur, susah betul nak jaga unless kena shake sikit badan dia
or if it is his own biological clock.spontan la bangun kan
sampaikan, kalau alarm dia bunyik pun dia tak dengar even if it was just beside him.grr..

i was pissed off every morning cause of his alarm
sometimes, i take the phone and put it on his face.bahahaha...padan muka
ingatkan dia nak terjaga.sudahnya aku yang bingit telinga.
tepaksa kejutkan suruh turn off.dasar.padahal, boleh tutup sendiri kan.haha

one night, i was awake because i'm having bad headache
sambil amek tangan dia, suruh urut, i was nearly sleep off la
mula-mula rasa macam okey.but at last, he was like, cengkam my head and tak lepas
pergh.sakit gila!sebab dia tak sedar.sambil picit kepala sambil tidur. arghhh

i was having a cramp around my stomach
i take his hand suruh urut.and he did again. urut dalam separa sedar
he was putting a heavy pressure around my stomach and barely stop there
sakitnya.daripada sakit yang mild je terus hangin satu badan.hahaha
next time, i wont ask him to help me ease the pain if he was in deep sleep

but i admit. it was so wrong la nak kejutkan husband yang letih gila semata-mata sakit sikit.
ngada-ngada ka hapa ni.hahhaha..
tapi he was such damn good in giving massage.hehe..and actually, if he wasn't too tired, he's willing to help me.takde la macah nak pecah kepala.wakaka..
anyway, thank u husband even kena kejut tengah malam, u were never complain.sebab tak sedar kot!hahahaha

the three days weekend

on 14th sept we had a three days vacation, an impromptu one.

husband was visiting me after 2 weeks.

however, we don't have any proper plan

fetch him at 6 am in the morning

and perform our subuh at Shell Juru

then we drove to undecided-place while thinking where is the best place to catch up some time

and then, here come the idea.Cameron Highlands

he once told me that he really wanted to sighseeing Cameron as he never been there.kesian suami mak.haha

so, we make a u-turn at Georgetown and decided to have a breakfast at Nibong Tebal

pusing-pusing cari kedai makan and doing some observation

we had our roti canai and nasi lemak

then off to have some urgent matter

at 10 am, we started our journey.(i even called my mom to confirm where to exit at the highway)

i think this is first vacation since our honeymoon.

at 3pm, we already reached pekan Brinchang with heavy traffic there

crowded dengan pelancong i tell you

then off to find a place for one night stay

kalau dah nama public holiday, mana nak dapat hotel harga murah

as the rain making its appearance, semua pun dah kelam kabut cari tempat nak singgah

at last, we found a place at pekan Tanah Rata

and off to have an early dinner as we both didnt have proper lunch

sepanjang makan husband keep complaining bout the hotel

i thought its only him yang banyak sangat ragam.haha..

but after see it with my eyes, patut la.macam bilik pelac*r.scary sangat.

biliknya, alahai muat katil queen.siap ada tingkap nakong lagi.hahahahaha..seriously!!

but i guess, semua tempat dah penuh, so tourist grab je mana yang ada kan

that budget hotel penuh je dengan family.siap nampak pak aji lagi menyewa situ

so husband said, pak aji pun sanggup, so he guess we should be doing ok la kan.hahahaha..

Cameron hujan pulak sepanjang malam and pagi tu

malas nak keluar sebab sejuk.tapi, sebab tak sanggup duduk bilik yang macam tu, laju je bersiap.haha

siap husband compare kesejukan tu macam dekat Beijing la.pfft!menyampah..over sangat tau

so, on the way back, baru la singgah kea farm and others farm la

yang cactus ka sayur ka, semua tak masuk

ala, bukan nya boleh bawak balik pun kan.

dari dulu lagi teringin nak melawat ladang teh and memang requested, nak p melawat

tempat lain tak kesah sebab dah pernah p kan

so asek kejar la signboard Boh tea plantation tu, signboard dah la tak banyak.

siap google lagi nak tengok address dia.

ingatkan dah salah masuk jalan sekali bila dah terlepas tu baru perasan.cisss!!!hangin betol

tapi dah rezeki kot  as we saw a sign of Bharat tea plantation.

tak kesah la.janji dapat take a pic with daun teh

haha..over.selalu tengok gambar orang yang dekat Boh tu lagi cantik i guess, takpa la.dapat jugak..haha

Bharat Tea Plantation

a cup of tea and a slice of cheese cake

pokok-pokok

after that, at 3pm, we both headed back to Nibong Tebal.

next days, we just lepak hotel tengok tv.wahahhaa..

rasa macam tak nak p lagi short trip macam ni.

and i really really teringin nak p Grand Lexis PD tu.

dekat sikit kalau nak drive from Johor.

just to spend a time with husband. 

but, can't really squeeze through our time. we both been extra busy.grrr...

and i haven't go back to JB almost 2 months.rindu dengan rumah sendiri dah membuak-buak ni.

oh sabar..2 weeks only bebeh!lepas tu boleh dating sampai lebam.

not a judge

okey, let's not trying to be a judge here. this is just an opinion
after a very long time observing penyakit facebook ni,
i think i should said something. sapa lagi nak dengar kalau bukan blog sendiri kan.haha..

facebook.be it in positive way or in negative way.
semua orang tahu manfaat dia kan.
and sometimes, you can laugh it all out bila baca status some people.

if budak sekolah, you know they tend to write something like a message
'aque qase kan, aque demam law tak pie seckolah...'
rasa nak lempang je baca.
i guess, my youth hormone is no longer there.haha..
sometimes, update pasal crush la..kahkah...macam la dulu takde kan. tapi dulu takde facebook.
jadi, satu dunia tak tau. takde la orang menyampah!

haih. im not against school kid yang ada fb ni
but i really hate tengok budak sekolah yang perasan adult ni
wah sekarang ni, darjah 3 lagi dah pandai belit tudung
siap makeup segala.amboi.lawan tokey
and tergedik-gedik post gambar.masyaAllah
rasa macam nak tegur ja.
tapi takkan la.kang mak bapak dia pulak yang bermasam muka dengan cik kak ni

last-last, hide ajer la.senang cerita.takde la aku nak mengamuk tak pepasal kan.hahahaha..senang sikit

and ada pulak tu, yang suka post looking for attention
merayu nak boipren la, marah boipren la,lepastu baik balik la
hoi hoi..gaduh harini, esok baik balik pun nak mengadu. dah la aku tak kenal.
memang aku unfriend jerla even mutual friend ramai sangat!haha..evil gila.lantak

so basically, nak up status is not wrong
facebook sendiri, jadinya, suka hati la kan
but save something extra untuk diri sendiri is better.

such a double triple joy!

16 October 2012

A birthday of my dear husband and my dear brother.

they share the same date, so its easier for me to remember.ahaha..nope!

long before, I was having a big argument with my boyfriend

he called me many time but I didnt pick up

the next morning, when he tried to make amend

i was still in the bad mood

suddenly, i heard my sister sing happy birthday to my dear brother

what a shame!

his own girlfriend forget the most important date.what?hahahahaha

that's why he was trying to reach me the night before

hahaha..im so sorry my husband!

eventhough he said that, its okay and he forgive me

deep down inside, i know that he still remember.sorry sayang.haha

anyway, this year is a bit different.

as my sister receive another bundle of joy

ahmad thaqif.he is so cute, so small, his weight is bout 2.3kg only!

but he's perfect!alhamdulillah.he is such a fighter

selalu kacau while he's slepping because all of his gesture is so cute!haha..

even his momma doesnt realize that he's in the womb for almost 5 months

he survive and, just perfectly healthy.alhamdulillah.alhamdulillah

a month before the due date, his momma is a bit worried as his weight is like a 7months baby

but, i assure her that, it's gonna be fine

biar baby membesar di luar.it's better. the most important, he's healthy

and Allah granted our wish.

and he is impatience as he wanted to see the world a week before the due date.such a strong baby!

nak sambut birthday dengan paksu and pakngah yer?haha..

anyway, it's kinda late to post bout the birthday

as i didnt celebrate, yet

but, this deserve a special column

happy birthday my dear husband

my dear baby brother

and, thank you for being a survivor ahmad thaqif

the new baby born

a memory

it's november already.cepatnya masa berlalu.in 2 months, we bid goodbye to 2012

rasa macam baru belajar nak menulis tarikh 2012.tuptup dah kena ejas tulis 2013.hoih

baru ja lepas baca biodata suami.wakaka..and gelak macam hapa-hapa lagi

before getting married, im afraid that i dont know him too well

like what's he been craving or anything la

even we were together for almost 4 years, but sometimes

i think i actually didnt know what his favourite

i mean, i know what he like or what doesnt

but i don't know his favourite, what he's been hoping for a wife

so before getting married, like a week before

we both agreed to write and sum up what's our personal biodata.haha..sounds like a kid

that time, baca macam takde perasaan

it's like oo he like this, he's like that

haa..today, bila baca balik. memang tergelak besar

and he write bout how we meet.

sometimes i just wonder what is his first impression when he meet me 

why he want to know me so well.erk!hahaha..

and he always claim,im the one yang masuk jarum dulu.What??haha..

anyway, it's good to remember the first time when he laid his eyes on me

why i fall in love with him, why i told my bestfriend, i wanna married him the minute we declared as a couple

seriously.all this while, i know that, im gonna find my mr right when the time come

even im a bit naughty,haha.. but deep inside

i know myself so well that one day,

my prince will come and i'll be his forever.insyaAllah, 

eh melalut.haha..entry pemanas!

a selfish person

have you ever encounter a selfish person?annoying isn't?
living at terrace house lagi la menyakitkan hati. before doing any renovation, somehow kena la ambil kira how your renovation can effect people.dah la tambah depan belakang, then takde tempat nak parking ur own car. and the most annoying thing, boleh, 'tidurkan' moto sebelah kereta so that if ada org nak lalu, tak terscratch la kereta mahal tu.kang aku langgaq moto hang sampai bekecai, aku pulak yang salah kan?
habes, macam mana orang depan rumah nak reverse?should pusing macam nak tecabut lengan baru la boleh keluar rumah. i didn't understand how they brain are really functioning. if nak slow talk, got bau-bau bacang.susah hoi.kita ja jaga hati dia, habes dia?sudahnya, diam kan aje la.serious.kalau tengah rushing lagi la rasa macam nak langgaq saja.haha..kejam.
and one more thing, if you live at a neighbourhood, boleh tak fikir pasal environment sikit? if doing any business please la.jangan sampai menggangu pihak lain. boleh, nak meniaga ikan dekat taman perumahan? seafood ni lagi la kan.if you're going to market, mesti nak elak dari tepijak air kotor tu. so kalau dah meniaga sebelah rumah, can you imagine the smell? astaqfirullah dengan lalat lagi.amatla tak sesuai.semua nak hidup dengan selesa kan.barulah tenang hidup.if make a report, mulala cakap org cemburu la apa la.pelik how benda yang macam ni pun boleh tak fikir?ish..ish
okey.dah habes sesi meluah perasaan.haha..

forgetting the routine

Since got married in June, I seem to cope too much with my everyday life

Staying at 2 places is very tiring. 

In a week, I'll be staying at my parents house in Pelis,travel to Penang, 

and the other weeks, Im staying with husband in Johor

Too tough I tell you because have to travel in 12 hours, 

complete with a week of tiredness, sleepiness 

and a week off before I have a mood to do something. 

Haha..macam sengaja kan. But that's reality

And everytime, sampai je rumah, terus cari katil nak tido. 

And husband has to kutip all the luggage that I left since I take off the shoes.
I'm so sorry husband!

i do have the desire to iron all his work clothes, do the laundary and cook proper meals. 

But I don't have the energy left

so he has to send to dobi. And no delicious meals for him when he got back from work 

unless cucuq kodok saja.hehe..or nak lagi semenggah, cucuq bilis. 

Or IF I am starving to death, I'll cook bihun goreng. or else, he would be the master chef. 

masaklah husband apa pun. asal boleh makan jer la.

A quick one as I am really tired and wanted to spend my time in front of the tv. 

By the time the clock show 10pm, I already slept with tv still showing my favourite drama. 

And one things that I neglet is to have the time for myself. 

I loved reading magazine (or I can say, flipping over colourful pages), take care of myself. 

ala, yang perempuan-perempuan suka sangat nak buat kan.

Staying with my mom, I think she observe how am I taking care of myself after getting married. 

serabut kot agaknya.hahaha..

she always advise to dress properly in front of the husband, make sure wangi-wangi when sambut husband balik kerja, combing my hair sambil dandan sikit-sikit.HAHA..yes. i am that messed.

I didn't take care of my hair since June. Oh my.

and too lazy to really cuci muka before tidor.Ya Allah, selekeh betul.

 Patut la jerawat bertimpa-timpa lepas tu stress sorang-sorang.wakakkaa..

when i told husband, he just laughing. really. gelak betul ka perli ni.ciss..

and when we go out, I rarely put on the makeup. malasnya. 

If i have the porcelain skin, then that's okay I guess.sedar diri.*nangis.

Okeyla. Consider that we both in long distance relationships, I'll taking care of my self properly before husband tegur.wakakaka...

i.have.to.get.rid.of.the.bad.habit. must be!

Aidilfitri tahun ini

So long before writing new post

And it's not too late untuk ucapkan selalmat hari raya 

Raya this year a bit different.yerla dah jadi wife kn

Husband take a week off from duty

At first, rasa macam tak jadi nak beraya kat Perlis

but then, rasa macam tak puas pulak kalau tak dapat raya kat Perlis

nasib husband boleh dipujuk and willing to drive.yeaa

Malam raya, around 2 am, the whole family balik Pontian

setiap tahun mesti raya Pontian dulu, his father side

kagum dgn MIL and nenek, sebab sporting tak kesah raya mana kan

wah, kalau haku, mau nangis kot.hehe..yerla, 3 org je kn.kesian parents nanti

This is my first time balik Pontian. husband ada atuk 

merasa la ada atuk kn and atuk remarry, jadi ada nenek jugak.

atuk very generous and peramah.asek nak bercerita ja

tp cucu nya ni asek tersengih.tak faham!hahaha..lorat jawa. 

kalau nak bersembang dgn atuk, mesti pasang telinga. sebab atuk pun cerita sambil buat lawak

sapa nak cerita, sapa nak gelak ni.hahahhaa

on first hari raya, bangun kemas-kemas and help nenek masak

menantu baru buat kerja senang je.potong sayur.hehe..jadi la kan

semua menziarah kubur nenek, I didnt go and help nenek. eh sebenarnya tlg kacau and tlg sembang je kn

then siap2 mandi, pakai baju baru, pergi solat aidilfitri. surau nya sebelah rumah.jalan kaki aja.

juadah raya, ada ayam masak merah, kuah lodeh.burasak, lemang, rendang.

sayangnya, satu pun tak masuk dek tekak.huhu..memang tak selera la pagi tu

asek teringat bihun mak je (eh apa kes kau nak teringat bihun kan?hahaha..)

makan la juga nasi impit and ayam masak merah

sedap.tapi biasala, beraya tempat org mana nak sama tempat sendiri kan.

lepas dah kenyang makan, semua org beratur and nak bermaafan

a bit different la kan sebab kt perlis, we dont have atuk or nenek. jadi selalu salam dgn mak ayah aja

and, they will salam lama-lama.sambil imbas semua dosa. tp, tak org lain tu tak dengar la butir bicara dia tu.then, atuk akan bg nasihat yang panjang berjela.macam dalam tv.hehe..menantu baru kecut perut dah.tatau nak cakap apa lama2.hehe..itu la tradisi orang jawa kan.

bila sampai my turn, salam laju-laju sambilm mintak ampun.hehehe..tu pun atuk pesan macam2.rasa best pulak ada atuk.sambil atuk nasihat sambil semua tegelak-gelak tgk sorang ni anguk-anguk sebab tak faham

hehee..disebabkan salam kat luar, jadi minta ampun dgn husband sekejap je.ngelat.haha

and later, selama 2 hari, beraya sakan kat Pontian. to my surprise, they really speak jawa.hahahha

termanggu-manggu okey sebab tak faham. sebab banyak org yg lagi tua kan, so they still pelihara bahasa diaorang. bagus la kan boleh tengok and belajar new culture.but they do welcome me.kalau dengan kita, they still cakap bahasa melayu tulen.haha..

gambarnya nantila, malas nak transfer.bila dah rajen kena letak jugak.boleh la dikenang-kenang nanti.

why you did this to me?

i have the cd of my wedding's picture.

no more patience.

but, i can't view. the driver is broken.

i.am.really.frustated..urghh!

Aidilfitri spree

last weekend was the most hectic one.

we go for raya shopping in 2 days. 

and we have invited close family for buka puasa.

as much as i enjoy shopping, this time around, memang tak larat gila

and this is our first time, shopping for hari raya together.

Angsana yang 4 tingkat tu, penuh gila crowd. 

bersesak-sesak and so much booth for traditional wear. 

kalau dalam UO pun penuh je. siap kalau nak bayar, beratur la kau sampai turn yang ke-15.

first time jugak datang Angsana. and if you were asking, where is the best to shop in JB, i don't even know.

selama sebulan di JB, tiga tempat shopping je yang penah pergi. Jusco Tebrau, JPO and Angsana.haha 

the other malas sebab kena merempuh jem. eh, tak sanggup la.next time

so, manage to beli simple kurung, t-shirt husband and baju melayu.

kata nak matching-matching kan raya taun ni, haruslah kena beli baju melayu.hahahha

husband cakap, dah dapat beli baju raya, balik nanti sila masak sedap.eh. gitu pulak yer?

tengah-tengah tawaf tu, jumpa tempat bayar zakat.

dah alang-alang jumpa, mari bayar.

husband sat depan amil and i just standing beside sambil observe

this is my first time. 

and when he read ayat 'Inilah wang yang menggantikan beras fitrah yang wajib ke atas saya dan tanggungan saya tahun ini kerana Allah Taala'. i took a glance at him

sungguh syahdu. ada orang lain yang menggantikan bapa saya. 

tak pernah tengok lagi how my bapa membayar zakat.

yang tau dapat resit.

this time around, syukur Alhamdulillah.

after that, asek pandang-pandang muka dia. sampai husband perasan kenapa
hehe..i said, rasa bergetar dia cakap macam tu.
even kauu baca je kann teks tu?hahaha..
but seriously, rasa macam
inilah husband kesayangan saya and i do hope, we both akan bercinta till Jannah.insyaAllah
eh syg, lupa nak mintak maaf pasal td.

Our first Ramadhan

Tahun first berpuasa sebagai suami-isteri.Dulu time study, ada jugak bukak puasa sama-sama.

Kadang-kadang, bf beli lepas tu makan sama-sama. Sometimes, makan sambil menghadap skype. Haha

Now, marriage life seem so different.

Hari first sahur and berbuka di rumah in-law.Awkward. Biasa la tu kenn?

Zaman anak dara, boleh bersenang-lenang tengok tv tanpa rasa bersalah.

Now, dah jadi isteri, kena fikir perasaan MIL.

Baru kawen 2 bulan hoi, simpan sikit perangai buruk tu!haha

Hari 1st, mengekor si suami servis kereta sambil dua-dua berangan menang Honda cr-z.siap berebut lagi kereta tu nama sapa.eh?berangan la kauuu!

Husband potong rambut, isteri melantak tidor dalam kereta. Penat katanya.

Dah petang, balik rumah FIL, semua pakat duduk dalam bilik. Ha, sambung laki-bini tido lagi.kahkahkah

tapi tak nyenyak la. Kalau dengar je bunyi kat dapur tu, kompen bangun jenguk and belakon tak tidor. Dasar...haha..

Dah agak-agak petang sikit, pi menyibuk kat dapur. 'Mak buat apa?' sampai husband boleh mengejek. Pergh.geram

Kupas bawang ja pun, tapi lambat gilaa.haha..nebes! takut salah buat kang. Lebih baik pura-pura tak reti dari buat terlebih pandai.

But, MIL was so sweet. Habes segala barang masak nak dibaginya. Siap bagi tin sardin sampai 7 tin lagii!! 

eh, takut anak tak makan ka?haha..meriah dapur iolls dengan segala bawang besaq yang sampai sekilo lebih, susu, bawang kecik, cili kering, ikan bilis stok setahun ha dibaginya, udang kering. macam-macam. rezeki.

Berbuka with new family indeed a new experience. Selalu dengan family sendiri. Makan pun mau sikit saja. Hehe..bagus. Boleh diet.

And solat berimamkan suami. Dulu-dulu tak kira sebab time tu boifrenggg saja. Alhamdulillah..

The feeling is different. Bila husband doakan untuk wife, rasa tersentuh. A stranger yang sanggup doakan untuk kebahagiaan kita.  Doankan untuk hidup bersama.

Bila dah balik rumah sendiri, kena bangun sahur. Ha kau, bangun kejutkan husband, lepas tu aku sendiri yang sambung tido. haha..sedar-sedar dah pukul 5. bedesup bangun p panaskan lauk.eh.haha..tak mampu den nak bangun masak pukul 4 pagi. Kena berazam dulu.

Being a housewife is tough. Bila petang je, otomatik akan berfikir nak masak apa. Sometimes kena call mak and risik resepi.hehe..

Hari first berbuka berdua, just masak ikan sambal. Boleh tahan sebab husband makan sampai habes. haha..

and first time buat agar-agar permata. bravo!!

and semakin lama semakin terer memasak.perasan!alah, sapa lagi nak puji.

tapi husband tak penah komplen, okey la kot.

prefer untuk masak berbuka sebab perasaan best.haha.and boleh tajamkan skill memasak.

And tackling husband taste bud. Lain orang lain kesukaan dia kan. This part is very challenging. Tambah-tambah, sorang utara, sorang selatan. Bikin pusingg kepala.

Tapi, paling membanggakan, sampai ke hari ni, we both tak pernah jejak pasar Ramadhan lagi. In case if teringin nak makan, akan gagahkan diri memasak. 

siap dah pandai sikit masak mknan kegemaran husband and berjaya hidang untuk PIL. 

siap mak mertua mintak resipi.okey la kann.haha..even kdg2 masak sambil bukak buku.

 teknik ada. bahan ja selalu lupa.ayat cover.

Tapi, dah dekat tengah-tengah bulan Ramadhan, somehow semangat makin menurun. hot-hot chicken s*it ka?eh tak baik becakap begitu.huhu..malu la

Or is it sebab dah rindu masakan emak or sebab dah bosan masak?haha..bosan belum lagi. cuma sometimes penat. tapi buat apa kt rumah pun tatau.ish..

okey, malam ni naek bas balik Perlis dengan husband. yeayy.. the down side, mesti tak sahur kt rumah. huwaa...and lepas tu berpisah sekejap dengan husband. 

takpa.yang penting dapat besama the whole clan.alhamdulillah.

moga semuanya dipermudahkan!

a treat

I'm officially 26 y.o.Alhamdulillah

have a blast yesterday

with warm wishes from everyone that I love

and, celebrating with my husband!

prezzie kena post-poned dulu sebab out of stock.haha

and kebetulan, yesterday is the first day of J card member day. deng!!

parking penuh ja kt Jesco Tebrau tu.pusing berbelas kali pun tak nampakk bayang.

nearly 45 minutes baru dpt lot yg free

and banyakk nya orang yang shopping.fuh!! mencabar

terus rasa nak muntah and pening kepala and emosi.and yes. I think I don't like crowd.

rasa rimas and lemas jer. Nak bersesak-sesak sedangkan we want to buy some stuff

ha..tak terlarat nak beratur dengan q yang sangat la panjang berjela.

Last-last, husband belanja BR ice-cream cake

and gave a huge card

a KFC treat (apakah??)

balik rumah.tiup lilin.makan kek&kfc.HAHA

not the birthday celebration that he imagine

actually, I don't mind at all.

we celebrate the pre-birthday, a day before

we eat, laugh, holding hand, teasing each other, watch late night movie

and he sat beside me at 12am on 11th July

so nothing at all la 

husband, even this is not da best, but it feel amazing because you're someone special that I treasure will all my heart! you the best ever and thank you for loving me

p/s. the amazing spider-man is kinda boring!!nothing to impress except for the techical maybe. new faces but basically, jalan cerita adalah sama. that's what make it soo boring. and rasa lama pulak tunggu till the end.

pictures loaded

at jetty Merang

selipar jepun

welcome drink

 

port feberet ialah berhampiran batu, tapi ombak kuat pulak pagi hari

luncheon

cosy ambient

 

 night modes

 before going back to reality

big grin

a flower and a card make my heart melting
thank you husband!

first time husband make a surprise
siap sembunyi dalam selimut
when i came back, i wonder why our bed look unkempt
punya la lama dia tertunggu-tunggu bila la si isteri nak terjah katil.hahaha.
tp, berbaloi kan sayang kasi bunga? =p

he's not a big fan of surprise or a hopeless-romantic-kind-of-a-guy
in fact, plan dia selalu dapat dihidu oleh gf-now-wife.haha..
so, this kind of small move make me really happy
thank you sayang!

before & after

bil tel before 1 june 2012 : RM 104.50

bil tel after 1 Julai 2012 : RM 75.60

dah kurang banyak la bil tel. before kawen, hari-hari gayut.pagi, tgh hari, ptg, malam

sampaikan, mak pun hairan, hari-hari buat laporan apakah?

hahahahaha...rasanya, jarang-jarang bil kurang dari 100 before ni

tup-tup, bila check last month punya bil,

dua-dua tergelak. sebab bil murah compare to before this

lagi la husband renyeh.kurang sikit nak bayar bil katanya.hahaha

hipotesis nya adalah, lepas kawen jarang cakap telepon atau

adakah sebab tertinggal phone kat rumah?

lepas kawen, still gayut. tapi bila husband balik kerja, x delah nak call bagai kan
 even tertinggal phone kt perlis, kami still guna telepon rumah.hehehe

in between, we both dah 2 weeks tidak berjumpa due to this long distance relationship
logically, macam sebelum kawen. asek gayut saja

takpa. tunggu result next month pulak.baru boleh buktikan hipotesis ni

yang bestnya,lepas kawen, mak dah tak bebel sebab rajen gayut

instead, she said, lepas kawen mesti lagi kerap gayut.haha..ada betulnya jugak kan

tapi lepas kawen xdela gayut macam sebelum kawen.lama, kadang-kadang sampai sejam

sekarang, paling lama 20 minit.sebab teman husband pergi kerja

cuma, bila balik perlis.of kos sebelum tidoq akan bergayut dulu kn

itu aja.sebab pelik dengan bil tel. baru la nampak perbezaan before and after kawen.hal-hal lain, tak sempat observe lagi.hee..

our honeymoon

From previous post,i was head-over-heels with Pulau Lang Tengah.

sebab berangan nak honeymoon macam edward and bella.pfft!!!

sebut je Pulau Lang Tengah, mostly people don't know
but if Redang or Perhentian, it's well known right
actually, dia berada kt tengah-tengan between this 2 island
Pulau Lang Tengah is like a private island

very small and not so happening like Pulau Perhentian or Pulau Redang

 see, kecik je kan

at first, rasa macam nak pergi Pulau Perhentian je

but, I think for honeymoon

we prefer a little privacy to have fun and nak relax je kan

and have some rest before having another reception for his side

lagipun, takut sunburn.hehe.so, no snorkeling or what so ever.

pagi-pagi. checkout from Merang suria Resort

sebab nak observe surrounding.the good thing is,

dekat jeti Merang tu dah ada orang will guide you

easy la nak park kereta.RM 10 per day 

while boat transfer is RM 80 per person and per way

tapi bayar siap-siap for 2 way and keep the receipt

or nak tempah private boat, RM 450.

fuh, kalau berdua ja tak berbaloi kot. kalau ramai, yes la

but, mungkin rezeki kawen, tetiba dapat naek private boat.yeayy

 jeti kt situ banyak, for different resort and different pulau.

make sure tahu which resort yang dah di booked

if possible, bawa printed online booking or kept your email
senang nak keep track

it's 45 minutes from jeti Merang. airnya sangat la jernih.

even laut macam tenang ja tapi sangat bumpy sampai dua-dua diam.kahkah..

bukan sebab takut tapi bising enjin speed boat la.macam mana nak bergelak ketawa.hehe

 sampai je terus excited sebab sukaaa gila dengan jeti dia.

feeling-feeling Maldives gitu.haha. siap ada bellboy yang tolong angkat beg

tapi malu pulak nak bagi bawak plastik bag berisi megi cup.kahkah

inilah jeti kayu idaman.but it's actually much more beautiful in real life

we stayed at saripacifica

booked online. i read from the review before and didn't expect anything
but, bila sampai, baru tahu
it's luxurious resort.very comfy and private.

 sampai je, while check in, we were given mango juice as welcome drinks.sejuk tekak i tau!

even check out is at 2 pm, nasib ada room yang available.terus boleh check-in

we booked full-board package included lunch, dinner and breakfast

senang sebab we never know kan.rasa bagus la decide begitu.hehe..kata private kan?

mana nak cari nasi goreng tengah-tengah hari kat situ?

tapi, yang bagusnya, ada banyak package la kat resort tu.
either nak breakfast or lunch.

we booked garden villa

bilik dia sangat ohsemm!! with king size bed, jacuzzi, plasma tv and hugee toilet

ha kau, memang asek berendam jacuzzi la gamaknya.haha..jakun la dua-dua budak kampung ni kn

the villa is like traditional malay house 

with elegant decoration (curik dari web dia sebab tatau nak describe.kahkah)

actually, ada banyak activities

like snorkeling, jungle tracking, island hoping tapi, we both tak join pun

petang-petang, we go along the sea-side

mandi pantai. tapi banyak corals la.sakit kaki nak pijak
selalu mandi port yang sama saja sebab terlindung sikit
tapi, hari nak balik, ombak adalah sangat kuat
tengok-tengok, port sudah tenggelam.huhu

malam lepas dinner, jalan-jalan dekat jeti sampai ngantuk

actually, ada sorang staff dia yang sangat baik. siap offer nak bawa pergi tengok ikan tidor

around pukul 11 la biasanya.tapi, lepas dinner ngantuk gila!!kahkah..

basically, memang relax sajalah during honeymoon ni

kerjanya asek makan and tidoq and lepak.

This resort pulak macam ada private beach.kiranya, memang penghuni resort saja
so tak ramai sangat orang. tak de la segan bila nak berdua mandi-manda kan.
but, seriously, the water is so blue!
and it totally like in the picture

sadly, kami tak bawa camera.just using our phone.

this picture don't do the justice

the food is so yummy. you can either dine at the restaurant or room
nanti, dia akan packed, and hantar
pernah we both late for breakfast sebab bangun lambat
at 10 am, dedua lapar. terpaksa husband p cari jugak makanan
hehe..balik-balik ja, penuh tangan. so, takde la straight sangat kenn
and oh, this resort has 24 hrs  electricity
mind you, ada yang akan cut electric to save cost
make sure read the explanation if you wanna book

3 days and 2 nights actually is not enough
best sebab tenang and boleh relax
bayangkan, makan sambil tengok laut
best sampaikan tak sedar dah masa berlalu
tahu-tahu ja, dah nak back to reality

so this is our honeymoon yang we both will never forget, insyaAllah..
hope, we will having another vacation for two of us.hehe