finally

Hello blog.it's been too long that i havent update anything on the blog

i have so much to tell, but i just promise myself

no blogging until i fullfill one of my new year resolution.

alhamdulillah.it still a long journey, but alt least, i complete one of the requirement

owh, dah sebulan dah masuk tahun baru. and sometime, i do write 2012, not 2013.hahaha..

2012 is the year that i never forget for the rest of my life.and this year too.insyaAllah.

so, new year resolutions?i have a really long list. man, i don't know if i can complete it in a year.well, we see.

and, to my surprise, the new year begin with lots of work.im so busy catching up everything. 

kesian baby.kadang2 kena neglet. and sometime, kena teman stay up malam2.study sama2..owh my, im so sorry baby.okey, nanti kita ganti balik masa tu yer.

and this half of the new year, my schedule is pack. and should prepare for the arrival of our newborn baby. till date, i havent buy anything for the baby. any single things.oh..tgk mommy lain dah start prepare. im entering my 30th weeks, tp satu apa pun tak siap.oh my.banyaknyaaa..takpa.satu2..

and the good things is, finally, i'm move in permanently with my husband.er..dah lama move in but usually, after a week or more, mesti balik perlis or peneng. and now, should focus on more important things.
okey, let's focus one by one.shall we.

isteri idaman suami

haritu, sempat la tengok wanita hari ini.last week rasa.
tajuknya ialah, isteri idaman suami, so boleh la layan untuk orang yang baru kawen like us
norman and memey was the invited guest
but,im not too interested in them
one thing that i truly remember, one of the other couple said
jangan tunggu pasangan 'menawan' untuk kita, but we have to 'menawan' pasangan dulu. i seriously adore that couple.wife menarik and soft spoken, suami pulak nampak bercharisma. sesuai sangat.

i love how he express that quote.i tend to wait for my husband to do his part
like, how he has to pujuk me when im getting angry.or he has to do everything i want.well, mengada-ngada memang macam ni.haha..

and here he is. the handsome chef.haha..chef 5 rencah 5 rasa, chef Sherson Lian.
he said that, he prefer to have a partner who do not have the same interest and sometimes sharing the same.well, balance in pro and contra.hehe..and lisda said, dia belajar perangai husband yang berlainan setiap tahun.haha..interesting. can't wait to observe mr husband!
well, let's strive to be a better person!

not a judge

okey, let's not trying to be a judge here. this is just an opinion
after a very long time observing penyakit facebook ni,
i think i should said something. sapa lagi nak dengar kalau bukan blog sendiri kan.haha..

facebook.be it in positive way or in negative way.
semua orang tahu manfaat dia kan.
and sometimes, you can laugh it all out bila baca status some people.

if budak sekolah, you know they tend to write something like a message
'aque qase kan, aque demam law tak pie seckolah...'
rasa nak lempang je baca.
i guess, my youth hormone is no longer there.haha..
sometimes, update pasal crush la..kahkah...macam la dulu takde kan. tapi dulu takde facebook.
jadi, satu dunia tak tau. takde la orang menyampah!

haih. im not against school kid yang ada fb ni
but i really hate tengok budak sekolah yang perasan adult ni
wah sekarang ni, darjah 3 lagi dah pandai belit tudung
siap makeup segala.amboi.lawan tokey
and tergedik-gedik post gambar.masyaAllah
rasa macam nak tegur ja.
tapi takkan la.kang mak bapak dia pulak yang bermasam muka dengan cik kak ni

last-last, hide ajer la.senang cerita.takde la aku nak mengamuk tak pepasal kan.hahahaha..senang sikit

and ada pulak tu, yang suka post looking for attention
merayu nak boipren la, marah boipren la,lepastu baik balik la
hoi hoi..gaduh harini, esok baik balik pun nak mengadu. dah la aku tak kenal.
memang aku unfriend jerla even mutual friend ramai sangat!haha..evil gila.lantak

so basically, nak up status is not wrong
facebook sendiri, jadinya, suka hati la kan
but save something extra untuk diri sendiri is better.

a selfish person

have you ever encounter a selfish person?annoying isn't?
living at terrace house lagi la menyakitkan hati. before doing any renovation, somehow kena la ambil kira how your renovation can effect people.dah la tambah depan belakang, then takde tempat nak parking ur own car. and the most annoying thing, boleh, 'tidurkan' moto sebelah kereta so that if ada org nak lalu, tak terscratch la kereta mahal tu.kang aku langgaq moto hang sampai bekecai, aku pulak yang salah kan?
habes, macam mana orang depan rumah nak reverse?should pusing macam nak tecabut lengan baru la boleh keluar rumah. i didn't understand how they brain are really functioning. if nak slow talk, got bau-bau bacang.susah hoi.kita ja jaga hati dia, habes dia?sudahnya, diam kan aje la.serious.kalau tengah rushing lagi la rasa macam nak langgaq saja.haha..kejam.
and one more thing, if you live at a neighbourhood, boleh tak fikir pasal environment sikit? if doing any business please la.jangan sampai menggangu pihak lain. boleh, nak meniaga ikan dekat taman perumahan? seafood ni lagi la kan.if you're going to market, mesti nak elak dari tepijak air kotor tu. so kalau dah meniaga sebelah rumah, can you imagine the smell? astaqfirullah dengan lalat lagi.amatla tak sesuai.semua nak hidup dengan selesa kan.barulah tenang hidup.if make a report, mulala cakap org cemburu la apa la.pelik how benda yang macam ni pun boleh tak fikir?ish..ish
okey.dah habes sesi meluah perasaan.haha..

life

i should be more grateful to Allah

for everything that He gave me all along

i feel so ashamed for asking more

knowing that i give so little 

i receive many good news this week

may it big issues or small issues

but we should be thankful rite?

yesterday, i was so confused

and yet today i still the same

but daddy used to say that

we cannot have everything that we wish to

in life, you have to sacrifice 

in order to have some

you may have the most luxurious mansion in this world

but you may not have love

or you have everything that money could buy

but you craving for a crying baby

you may drive Bentley

but yet, you have to host a party 

to ease your loneliness

so many example to describe

i'm not pointing to other

but just a reminder for me

maybe, we earn a little

but happy as we are

the formal visit

Since we started dating, memang tak pernah terlintas nak p wat site visit kt rumah siDia.haha..sebab jauh bukan main, tak daya nak p. So dah bertunang ni, my family think that we should balas kunjungan orang jauh. So that, roger sana sini, tetiba jadi ramai pulak nak mengikut. sampai 20 orang, ha dah jadi macam rombongan nak meminang pihak lelaki. huhu..7 April tu, semua memang takde nak buat apa, so semua pun rela hati nak mengikut. 

Tips orang tua-tua, nak p rumah bakal in-laws, better wear baju kurung. Mula macam rasa tak relevan ja nak berkurung bagai, tapi rupanya, ha nasib baik ikut cakap, tak melawan. Kalau tak malu ja. Dasar pompuan nak moden je kn, padahal tak moden mana pun.ishish..  

From Klang to his house, we take a rest at Sremban, then shoot to Kluang. Ha kau, jauh rasa. It takes nearly 5hours, biasa la bila dah buat rombongan ni, the most tired one ialah bila kena tunggu menunggu. Tapi sebab excited, which my last visit to Ayer Hitam nearly 14 years ago, so memang tak ingat la rupa tempat tersebut, semua pun da. Kluang is the opposite to Ayer Hitam, straight away from the Plaza tol Ayer Hitam to Kluang, it only takes 20 mins. 

When we arrived, his mother sangat terkejut. Haha..she thought that only 7 people. Ini kerja siDia yang tak faham baca msg.kahkah.. I told him to pack the goodies for 7 kids but he mistood for 7 adults. Ha kelam kabut tuan rumah prepare semua. haha..First time p umah FIL, mcm malu gila dgn family dia. bak kata mak dia, malu tapi mahu rasa macam bukan rumah sendiri, dah memang pun kan, tak payah nak mengada la kau,kahkah..

Tapi everything went smooth, alhamdulillah..time to bid goodbye. Everyone was so excited nak shopping kt Ayer Hitam. Dapat la kerepek as buah tangan(Johor style la ni..).Pack macam nak jual lg.haha..thank you so much la for them.

Dah sampai ke Ayer Hitam ni, because it's already late, so then we didn't explore so much. Mana kedai yang jual pasu and barang pengantin, masuk, survey then amek then terus bayar. Ha tak sempat nak compare harga. We bought glass jar, sangkar telur and riben. The price is so-so, because we didn't suvey kt Nilai, so dah jumpa terus beli. We bought in small amount only sebab fikir nanti beli tempat lain. So that, kalau termahal ke apa, takde la rugi sangat.haha..dasar kede...eh bukan kede tapi berjimat.

Overall, half of the kerja kawen ni dah siap but banyak lagi nak kena survey and DIY (my mom said that I will do half way, hangat-hangat tahi ayam katanya..huuhuu..for my wedding, I try my best la mommy). So right now, let it be in the room, cari benda lain pulak. (hoi, borang kawin pun tak siap lag...haha) 

rambling

lama gila tak rambling kt blog sendiri.fuh..macam dah tak terkejar yop!haha..so much much to do in so little time.rasa macam lemas je hari-hari banyak kerja yang halfly done!almost everyday bangun tidur baca jurnal, list here list there, lepas tu bosan and at the end of the day, do nothing!wah kau, bajet banyak masa lagi ka?

wedding preparation, rasa macam lama gila tak cek on the budget, didnt plan here or there, research here, banyak yang pending, fuh serabut rasa. dulu macam senang je plan kawen but now, im totally lost!

sindrom yang bukak sini fell in love, saw there, again slip of the shoes, but then decide nothing!haha..okay. so right now, im taking a leave from this wedding preparation, clear my mind again, plan for our future, then we'll see where it goes..