in balancing your emotion

when the date is approaching so fast

it feels like in a blink of an eye

suddenly, I experienced so many emotion

I don't know if this is about hormone or the way it is

 bila ramai yang cakap tak boleh attend the wedding

I just say, it was okay

I try to stay calm and be reasonanble to whatever reason

but deep inside, I feel so sad and frustated

kadang-kadang rasa macam stress sangat

lagi stress, bila orang cakap kesian pada pengantin

tak ramai boleh datang

lagi la rasa nak menangis

u know, when u were expected people to come and cherish your happy moment

it just wouldn't happend

it was so sad at first

but, kalau dilayan perasaan, 

mesti lagi stress

but, I always remind myself, 

expect the unexpected

and appreciate whoever share your moment

and dont blame other if they couln't come

they may have their reason

so come on, don't be so stress
this is just a small matter
tak payah la nak sedih sangat
biasa la tu kan
bila kita dah block tarikh, maybe orang tu ada hal yang tak boleh nak elak
just cheer up kn

and be happy that you eventually, 

will getting married to the man that you truly love!!