a selfish person

have you ever encounter a selfish person?annoying isn't?
living at terrace house lagi la menyakitkan hati. before doing any renovation, somehow kena la ambil kira how your renovation can effect people.dah la tambah depan belakang, then takde tempat nak parking ur own car. and the most annoying thing, boleh, 'tidurkan' moto sebelah kereta so that if ada org nak lalu, tak terscratch la kereta mahal tu.kang aku langgaq moto hang sampai bekecai, aku pulak yang salah kan?
habes, macam mana orang depan rumah nak reverse?should pusing macam nak tecabut lengan baru la boleh keluar rumah. i didn't understand how they brain are really functioning. if nak slow talk, got bau-bau bacang.susah hoi.kita ja jaga hati dia, habes dia?sudahnya, diam kan aje la.serious.kalau tengah rushing lagi la rasa macam nak langgaq saja.haha..kejam.
and one more thing, if you live at a neighbourhood, boleh tak fikir pasal environment sikit? if doing any business please la.jangan sampai menggangu pihak lain. boleh, nak meniaga ikan dekat taman perumahan? seafood ni lagi la kan.if you're going to market, mesti nak elak dari tepijak air kotor tu. so kalau dah meniaga sebelah rumah, can you imagine the smell? astaqfirullah dengan lalat lagi.amatla tak sesuai.semua nak hidup dengan selesa kan.barulah tenang hidup.if make a report, mulala cakap org cemburu la apa la.pelik how benda yang macam ni pun boleh tak fikir?ish..ish
okey.dah habes sesi meluah perasaan.haha..

forgetting the routine

Since got married in June, I seem to cope too much with my everyday life

Staying at 2 places is very tiring. 

In a week, I'll be staying at my parents house in Pelis,travel to Penang, 

and the other weeks, Im staying with husband in Johor

Too tough I tell you because have to travel in 12 hours, 

complete with a week of tiredness, sleepiness 

and a week off before I have a mood to do something. 

Haha..macam sengaja kan. But that's reality

And everytime, sampai je rumah, terus cari katil nak tido. 

And husband has to kutip all the luggage that I left since I take off the shoes.
I'm so sorry husband!

i do have the desire to iron all his work clothes, do the laundary and cook proper meals. 

But I don't have the energy left

so he has to send to dobi. And no delicious meals for him when he got back from work 

unless cucuq kodok saja.hehe..or nak lagi semenggah, cucuq bilis. 

Or IF I am starving to death, I'll cook bihun goreng. or else, he would be the master chef. 

masaklah husband apa pun. asal boleh makan jer la.

A quick one as I am really tired and wanted to spend my time in front of the tv. 

By the time the clock show 10pm, I already slept with tv still showing my favourite drama. 

And one things that I neglet is to have the time for myself. 

I loved reading magazine (or I can say, flipping over colourful pages), take care of myself. 

ala, yang perempuan-perempuan suka sangat nak buat kan.

Staying with my mom, I think she observe how am I taking care of myself after getting married. 

serabut kot agaknya.hahaha..

she always advise to dress properly in front of the husband, make sure wangi-wangi when sambut husband balik kerja, combing my hair sambil dandan sikit-sikit.HAHA..yes. i am that messed.

I didn't take care of my hair since June. Oh my.

and too lazy to really cuci muka before tidor.Ya Allah, selekeh betul.

 Patut la jerawat bertimpa-timpa lepas tu stress sorang-sorang.wakakkaa..

when i told husband, he just laughing. really. gelak betul ka perli ni.ciss..

and when we go out, I rarely put on the makeup. malasnya. 

If i have the porcelain skin, then that's okay I guess.sedar diri.*nangis.

Okeyla. Consider that we both in long distance relationships, I'll taking care of my self properly before husband tegur.wakakaka...

i.have.to.get.rid.of.the.bad.habit. must be!

Aidilfitri tahun ini

So long before writing new post

And it's not too late untuk ucapkan selalmat hari raya 

Raya this year a bit different.yerla dah jadi wife kn

Husband take a week off from duty

At first, rasa macam tak jadi nak beraya kat Perlis

but then, rasa macam tak puas pulak kalau tak dapat raya kat Perlis

nasib husband boleh dipujuk and willing to drive.yeaa

Malam raya, around 2 am, the whole family balik Pontian

setiap tahun mesti raya Pontian dulu, his father side

kagum dgn MIL and nenek, sebab sporting tak kesah raya mana kan

wah, kalau haku, mau nangis kot.hehe..yerla, 3 org je kn.kesian parents nanti

This is my first time balik Pontian. husband ada atuk 

merasa la ada atuk kn and atuk remarry, jadi ada nenek jugak.

atuk very generous and peramah.asek nak bercerita ja

tp cucu nya ni asek tersengih.tak faham!hahaha..lorat jawa. 

kalau nak bersembang dgn atuk, mesti pasang telinga. sebab atuk pun cerita sambil buat lawak

sapa nak cerita, sapa nak gelak ni.hahahhaa

on first hari raya, bangun kemas-kemas and help nenek masak

menantu baru buat kerja senang je.potong sayur.hehe..jadi la kan

semua menziarah kubur nenek, I didnt go and help nenek. eh sebenarnya tlg kacau and tlg sembang je kn

then siap2 mandi, pakai baju baru, pergi solat aidilfitri. surau nya sebelah rumah.jalan kaki aja.

juadah raya, ada ayam masak merah, kuah lodeh.burasak, lemang, rendang.

sayangnya, satu pun tak masuk dek tekak.huhu..memang tak selera la pagi tu

asek teringat bihun mak je (eh apa kes kau nak teringat bihun kan?hahaha..)

makan la juga nasi impit and ayam masak merah

sedap.tapi biasala, beraya tempat org mana nak sama tempat sendiri kan.

lepas dah kenyang makan, semua org beratur and nak bermaafan

a bit different la kan sebab kt perlis, we dont have atuk or nenek. jadi selalu salam dgn mak ayah aja

and, they will salam lama-lama.sambil imbas semua dosa. tp, tak org lain tu tak dengar la butir bicara dia tu.then, atuk akan bg nasihat yang panjang berjela.macam dalam tv.hehe..menantu baru kecut perut dah.tatau nak cakap apa lama2.hehe..itu la tradisi orang jawa kan.

bila sampai my turn, salam laju-laju sambilm mintak ampun.hehehe..tu pun atuk pesan macam2.rasa best pulak ada atuk.sambil atuk nasihat sambil semua tegelak-gelak tgk sorang ni anguk-anguk sebab tak faham

hehee..disebabkan salam kat luar, jadi minta ampun dgn husband sekejap je.ngelat.haha

and later, selama 2 hari, beraya sakan kat Pontian. to my surprise, they really speak jawa.hahahha

termanggu-manggu okey sebab tak faham. sebab banyak org yg lagi tua kan, so they still pelihara bahasa diaorang. bagus la kan boleh tengok and belajar new culture.but they do welcome me.kalau dengan kita, they still cakap bahasa melayu tulen.haha..

gambarnya nantila, malas nak transfer.bila dah rajen kena letak jugak.boleh la dikenang-kenang nanti.

why you did this to me?

i have the cd of my wedding's picture.

no more patience.

but, i can't view. the driver is broken.

i.am.really.frustated..urghh!

Aidilfitri spree

last weekend was the most hectic one.

we go for raya shopping in 2 days. 

and we have invited close family for buka puasa.

as much as i enjoy shopping, this time around, memang tak larat gila

and this is our first time, shopping for hari raya together.

Angsana yang 4 tingkat tu, penuh gila crowd. 

bersesak-sesak and so much booth for traditional wear. 

kalau dalam UO pun penuh je. siap kalau nak bayar, beratur la kau sampai turn yang ke-15.

first time jugak datang Angsana. and if you were asking, where is the best to shop in JB, i don't even know.

selama sebulan di JB, tiga tempat shopping je yang penah pergi. Jusco Tebrau, JPO and Angsana.haha 

the other malas sebab kena merempuh jem. eh, tak sanggup la.next time

so, manage to beli simple kurung, t-shirt husband and baju melayu.

kata nak matching-matching kan raya taun ni, haruslah kena beli baju melayu.hahahha

husband cakap, dah dapat beli baju raya, balik nanti sila masak sedap.eh. gitu pulak yer?

tengah-tengah tawaf tu, jumpa tempat bayar zakat.

dah alang-alang jumpa, mari bayar.

husband sat depan amil and i just standing beside sambil observe

this is my first time. 

and when he read ayat 'Inilah wang yang menggantikan beras fitrah yang wajib ke atas saya dan tanggungan saya tahun ini kerana Allah Taala'. i took a glance at him

sungguh syahdu. ada orang lain yang menggantikan bapa saya. 

tak pernah tengok lagi how my bapa membayar zakat.

yang tau dapat resit.

this time around, syukur Alhamdulillah.

after that, asek pandang-pandang muka dia. sampai husband perasan kenapa
hehe..i said, rasa bergetar dia cakap macam tu.
even kauu baca je kann teks tu?hahaha..
but seriously, rasa macam
inilah husband kesayangan saya and i do hope, we both akan bercinta till Jannah.insyaAllah
eh syg, lupa nak mintak maaf pasal td.

Our first Ramadhan

Tahun first berpuasa sebagai suami-isteri.Dulu time study, ada jugak bukak puasa sama-sama.

Kadang-kadang, bf beli lepas tu makan sama-sama. Sometimes, makan sambil menghadap skype. Haha

Now, marriage life seem so different.

Hari first sahur and berbuka di rumah in-law.Awkward. Biasa la tu kenn?

Zaman anak dara, boleh bersenang-lenang tengok tv tanpa rasa bersalah.

Now, dah jadi isteri, kena fikir perasaan MIL.

Baru kawen 2 bulan hoi, simpan sikit perangai buruk tu!haha

Hari 1st, mengekor si suami servis kereta sambil dua-dua berangan menang Honda cr-z.siap berebut lagi kereta tu nama sapa.eh?berangan la kauuu!

Husband potong rambut, isteri melantak tidor dalam kereta. Penat katanya.

Dah petang, balik rumah FIL, semua pakat duduk dalam bilik. Ha, sambung laki-bini tido lagi.kahkahkah

tapi tak nyenyak la. Kalau dengar je bunyi kat dapur tu, kompen bangun jenguk and belakon tak tidor. Dasar...haha..

Dah agak-agak petang sikit, pi menyibuk kat dapur. 'Mak buat apa?' sampai husband boleh mengejek. Pergh.geram

Kupas bawang ja pun, tapi lambat gilaa.haha..nebes! takut salah buat kang. Lebih baik pura-pura tak reti dari buat terlebih pandai.

But, MIL was so sweet. Habes segala barang masak nak dibaginya. Siap bagi tin sardin sampai 7 tin lagii!! 

eh, takut anak tak makan ka?haha..meriah dapur iolls dengan segala bawang besaq yang sampai sekilo lebih, susu, bawang kecik, cili kering, ikan bilis stok setahun ha dibaginya, udang kering. macam-macam. rezeki.

Berbuka with new family indeed a new experience. Selalu dengan family sendiri. Makan pun mau sikit saja. Hehe..bagus. Boleh diet.

And solat berimamkan suami. Dulu-dulu tak kira sebab time tu boifrenggg saja. Alhamdulillah..

The feeling is different. Bila husband doakan untuk wife, rasa tersentuh. A stranger yang sanggup doakan untuk kebahagiaan kita.  Doankan untuk hidup bersama.

Bila dah balik rumah sendiri, kena bangun sahur. Ha kau, bangun kejutkan husband, lepas tu aku sendiri yang sambung tido. haha..sedar-sedar dah pukul 5. bedesup bangun p panaskan lauk.eh.haha..tak mampu den nak bangun masak pukul 4 pagi. Kena berazam dulu.

Being a housewife is tough. Bila petang je, otomatik akan berfikir nak masak apa. Sometimes kena call mak and risik resepi.hehe..

Hari first berbuka berdua, just masak ikan sambal. Boleh tahan sebab husband makan sampai habes. haha..

and first time buat agar-agar permata. bravo!!

and semakin lama semakin terer memasak.perasan!alah, sapa lagi nak puji.

tapi husband tak penah komplen, okey la kot.

prefer untuk masak berbuka sebab perasaan best.haha.and boleh tajamkan skill memasak.

And tackling husband taste bud. Lain orang lain kesukaan dia kan. This part is very challenging. Tambah-tambah, sorang utara, sorang selatan. Bikin pusingg kepala.

Tapi, paling membanggakan, sampai ke hari ni, we both tak pernah jejak pasar Ramadhan lagi. In case if teringin nak makan, akan gagahkan diri memasak. 

siap dah pandai sikit masak mknan kegemaran husband and berjaya hidang untuk PIL. 

siap mak mertua mintak resipi.okey la kann.haha..even kdg2 masak sambil bukak buku.

 teknik ada. bahan ja selalu lupa.ayat cover.

Tapi, dah dekat tengah-tengah bulan Ramadhan, somehow semangat makin menurun. hot-hot chicken s*it ka?eh tak baik becakap begitu.huhu..malu la

Or is it sebab dah rindu masakan emak or sebab dah bosan masak?haha..bosan belum lagi. cuma sometimes penat. tapi buat apa kt rumah pun tatau.ish..

okey, malam ni naek bas balik Perlis dengan husband. yeayy.. the down side, mesti tak sahur kt rumah. huwaa...and lepas tu berpisah sekejap dengan husband. 

takpa.yang penting dapat besama the whole clan.alhamdulillah.

moga semuanya dipermudahkan!

a treat

I'm officially 26 y.o.Alhamdulillah

have a blast yesterday

with warm wishes from everyone that I love

and, celebrating with my husband!

prezzie kena post-poned dulu sebab out of stock.haha

and kebetulan, yesterday is the first day of J card member day. deng!!

parking penuh ja kt Jesco Tebrau tu.pusing berbelas kali pun tak nampakk bayang.

nearly 45 minutes baru dpt lot yg free

and banyakk nya orang yang shopping.fuh!! mencabar

terus rasa nak muntah and pening kepala and emosi.and yes. I think I don't like crowd.

rasa rimas and lemas jer. Nak bersesak-sesak sedangkan we want to buy some stuff

ha..tak terlarat nak beratur dengan q yang sangat la panjang berjela.

Last-last, husband belanja BR ice-cream cake

and gave a huge card

a KFC treat (apakah??)

balik rumah.tiup lilin.makan kek&kfc.HAHA

not the birthday celebration that he imagine

actually, I don't mind at all.

we celebrate the pre-birthday, a day before

we eat, laugh, holding hand, teasing each other, watch late night movie

and he sat beside me at 12am on 11th July

so nothing at all la 

husband, even this is not da best, but it feel amazing because you're someone special that I treasure will all my heart! you the best ever and thank you for loving me

p/s. the amazing spider-man is kinda boring!!nothing to impress except for the techical maybe. new faces but basically, jalan cerita adalah sama. that's what make it soo boring. and rasa lama pulak tunggu till the end.